Days were spent with Syafiq & I simply love it, because this was how we used to be back then. Its like nothing else matters. Haha. Spending time together watching movies / having simple meals / teasing each other, etc. Easy life huh? No fuss & fights. Haha. Nevertheless, one more week to go before everything will be decided. Not looking forward to it, obviously.

Thanks for th day.

And do you know? I love your smile just now. Been a while since I saw that.

I miss you terribly, Syafiq.

Im gonna cry later on, for sure. Whatever it is, just hang in there please.

:(

It breaks my heart knowing all these happened to you. It was really unexpected because th most terrible thing that I ever thought, that could ever happen to you is you involving in an accident. Even so, I somehow see that coming if it were to happen one day. And no matter what happen to you if that were to happen, I know Im still gonna be there for you. But this, I cant be there as much as I want to, because I simply have no choice. Im just helpless & really hopeless.

And it sucks, because this has to happen when we're not in th best of term. More to when we've finally decide to leave each other for good. Really, youre not making this easy for me. But it doesnt matter. All I know is, I'll try my best to be there for you now. Yes, I am disappointed. Yes, I am sad. Then again, its only life.

I know Im strong enough to go through this all these. After 22 days of not contacting at all, Im finally seeing you again later. But this is not something to be happy about. Sigh.

Im gonna take th risk again. I will be there. Simply because when you love someone, you dont leave them when they need you th most.

I really miss you so much. Takecare please.

You dont know what Im feeling. And I guess, you will never know.

Yet another struggle.

It hurts like crazy.

How to go separate ways when we're not even together in th first place? How is that even possible?

And seriously, thats all you can say? Tsk.