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Monday, November 29, 2010

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Hehehehe. Im lazy to continue with th post challenge. Not as though its even interesting anyway right? So, shall forget about it. See how la eh, if I nothing to do then I might continue with it. But suspect kuat tak kot? Hoho.
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Supposedly 49th yesterday.
Trust me. I love you still, no matter what.

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Saturday, November 27, 2010

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If this is real, then I'll be th happiest girl in th world. Haha.
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23:42

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

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Day o6: o5 things you cant live without.


o1. Handphone
Definitely one th things that I cant live without cause without a handphone, it makes me uncontactable & its hard for me to contact others too. Though Im not an active texter or dont like to otp type of person, a handphone is still essential cause it makes communication easy, in case of emergency. I wouldnt want to carry many 1o cent coins anyway, just to prepare myself in case I need to use a public phone or something. Furthermore, zaman bile eh pakai phonebook? Hahaha.
o2. Lip balm
This is a habit. I dont like my lips to be dry, therefore this is another important thing for me. I can get super uneasy without it cause I need it. Im willing to even buy one if I forgot to bring one when I was outside, especially when I'll be having a long day. Serious shit.
o3. Money
Not only me, but everyone needs it also. How to live if we dont have any money? Takkan nak 24 jam mintak simpati orang kan. Haha. Or limit limit die of hunger of dehydration. Best.
o4. Make up
Yes, I am that vain. I dont believe in going out with a totally naked face. Not because I wanna feeling feeling lawa or step jambu. Its just another habit of mine. Er, having totally naked face with not a single make up on? Thats not how I want to present myself to others anyway. Hee.
o5. Hair straightener
Hahaha, this is another must also. Been doing it since I was in secondary school, therefore it became a habit for me to either straighten or curl my hair before I go out. But most of th time, I'll be straightening it especially now since my hair are short. So yeah. I dont really like my natural hair anyway, though Im not really sure how it looks like actually. Hehe.

Thats all folks.

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22:39

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

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Day o5: o6 songs that youre addicted to.


o1. Avenged Sevenfold - Buried Alive
02. Francisco - Animal
o3. David Guetta - Read Your Mind
04. Lesley Roy - Unbeautiful
o5. Kelly Clarkson - Beautiful Disaster
o6. Avenged Sevenfold - Second heartbeat

:D

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22:33

Monday, November 22, 2010

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Day o4: o7 fears or phobias.


o1: Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
I dont really have a fear of heights entirely, but theres some fear. Im not afraid of going to a high building or taking th roller coaster. But Im afraid of climbing th stairs which have a see-through hole. Its like I can see how high Ive went up & thats scary, especially when I imagined that one if th stairs plank suddenly break or smth, then I'll surely die. Hahaha.
o2: Chiroptophobia- Fear of bats.
I dont why, I just do. Its like when in stories or whatsoever, bats is like always a bad or scary animal and usually related to ghosts or more specifically, vampire or dracula. I find it scary also since I dont really like things that flies.
o3: Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Geli & disgusting to th max. Enough said.
o4: Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night.
I kinda hate th way th jungle or forest or woods looks at night & obviously, I doesnt look safe. Anything can happen & th most obvious thing that I'll be thinking about when it comes to this is either th supernatural stuffs or th wild animals. Its just not safe. No security. I is no likey.
o5: Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.
Another reason why I sometimes sleep with th lights on.
o6: Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.
I think this should be normal or common among th people. Somehow, we still believe in this thing called ghost. And yeah, its one of my weakness also. Hahaha. Kental right?
o7: Spheksophobia- Fear of wasps.
I super hate this. This insect is tiny yet scary and dangerous. Can sting me anytime & I might just die. Scary much? Have I mention? I HATE flying flying things. Pfft.

Done.

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Sunday, November 21, 2010

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Day o3: o8 things that annoys you.


o1. People who walk so slowly in front of me as though ade van orang mati pat depan.
o2. People in front of me who was walking, and suddenly stop in th middle of th pavement. Or even worst, in pasar malam where theres many people & th place is so crowded, then th person in front of me just stop walking abruptly to see th barang or whatsoever. Irritating. Can just stop at th side or what. Theres no need to block other people's way.
o3. People who likes to nag. Serious shit, irritating to th max.
o4. When I text someone long pages of message, stating how I feel about certain stuffs but th person replied with only few words or better still, dont reply at all.
o5. When I post smth at my facebook status or whatsoever, then theres always this one or few people who will comment unnecessarily on it, ruining everything in th end. Annoying shit. Obviously theres no need for you to comment on every single thing & in th first place, your comment is not even needed. Not as though Im seeking opinions or whatsoever.
o6. People who uses my things as though its theirs / treat my stuffs like its theirs.
o7. Unreasonable people who always think that they're right, no matter what.
o8. People forcing me to do smth which I dont want to.

Theres a lot more la actually but since its only o8 annoying things, then o8 it is. Haha. See how this world is full of people with annoying habit or characteristics? Tsk.

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Saturday, November 20, 2010

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Day o2: o9 things that you do everyday.


o1. Listen to music. This is a must.
o2. Log in to facebook, msn, twitter.
o3. Standard stuffs like eating, bathing & etc.
o4. Straighten my hair.
o5. Lovey dovey with my cats. (More to disturb them la actually. Hahaha)
o6. Texting. But Im not an active texter, so most of th time I just text when I need to.
o7. Make a mess of my room.
o8. Let my imagination run wild. Haha, just think or imagine of whatever nonsensical thing that could ever happen to this world or at anywhere, at a certain point of time. Hehe.
o9. Find quotes or lyrics or whatsoever, then post at either my facebook or twitter or tumblr or just anywhere possible. Hehe. I love to find meaningful lyrics or quotes to potray what Im feeling or what Im agreeing with, though most of th time its just random stuffs.

Done-ded. Haha.
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Friday, November 19, 2010

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Day o1: 1o random facts about yourself.


01. I love to look at girls. Im fascinated with their dressing, th way they do their makeup, how nice their hairs are, how pretty their face is or how beautiful they look. At times, how skinny / big-sized they are, yet can still look pretty good.
o2. I do talk to th mirror. Ive got no idea wth, I just love to.
o3. I can just cry without any reason.
04. I love to think about why things happen and how things work.
05. I have a stupid imagination. I imagine about th stupidiest things, like what if giants still exists, etc.
06. I love song lyrics. They are meaningful and deep.
o7. I cant live without my lip balm. Serious shit.
o8. Im not a nice person. I do bitch around.
o9. I prefer slippers to shoes or sandals.
1o. I rarely scold people, although I look 'fierce' & unapproachable, or like I can eat anyone anytime. Hahaha.

Stay tune for more.
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00:53

Thursday, November 18, 2010

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Hello stupid girl.
He fed you lies, he gave you hope. You should have been even stronger & just carry on with what you were doing. But why did you stop? Why did you start to hope again? You know he treated you like trash. You know you deserve even better than this. So why didnt you follow your mind and heart as well? You know whats best for you. Why are you so foolish? Look what happened now. Here you are, crying your heart out but I bet he didnt even care. Then again, why should he? Its not as though he really wants to be with you. Its not as though he sincerely wants you back. He was just toying with you.
Stupid girl, you should have known. Youve seen this coming, so why did you believe him still? Why are you so vulnerable? Why did you even care? Youre not th only girl in his life. He has few others that he can talk to / flirt with other than you. What makes you think youre so special to him? Just because he told you he loves you? Just because youve known each other for 5 years? Just because he told you theres no one else like you & that he loves you only? You are so stupid. You are dumb, seriously. You love him still. So what? He doesnt feel th same towards you & you know that fucking fact. Why are you deceiving yourself then? Face reality will you? Wake up okay? Just come to your senses. One fine day okay Aynn. One fine day.

Any idea how much this hurts? Then again, who cares?
Goodnight people.

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22:38

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My blog seems dead cause theres nth much for me to update. No nothing new or interesting. So im gonna do smth which will make me blog. And its tada~
10 days post challenge.

Day o1 - 1o random facts about yourself.
Day o2 - o9 things you do everyday.
Day o3 - 08 things that annoys you.
Day o4 - o7 fears / phobia.
Day o5 - 06 songs that youre addicted to.
Day o6 - o5 things you cant live without.
Day o7 - o4 memories that you wont forget.
Day o8 - o3 words you cant go a day without using.
Day o9 - 02 things you wish you could do.
Day 1o - o1 person you can trust.

Its taken from Kin's blog & I shall get started when I want to. Hahaha. Hopefully, my blog wont be as dead then in th future.
Teehee!
;D

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10:33

Saturday, November 13, 2010

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Hola hola.
Been a while since I last update my blog. Just plain lazy or theres nth interesting for me to blog about or simply dont want to. So yeah, here I am. Just gonna update a little.
So, had th ECH bonding thingy on friday which was organised by th PE department, which is some telematch among th ECH department. Had games like Captains Ball, Floorball & Tug of War. To put it in simple words, our class won. Hoho. We maut la. \m/
Nevertheless, good job to all th other classes. Hehehe. After that, had some snacks thingy to makan. Lepak at th canteen then off we go. Tiring day.

Not to forget, we're supposed to go to school wearing our home clothes for th next 3 weeks. My wardrobe is rather pathetic & obviously, I hate this. So troublesome. But whatever. Shall get it over & done with. Few more weeks to go. Cant wait for th holidays cause I lazy to travel so far to Bishan already. Menyumpah. Hahahaha. Yay!
Okay, nothing else. Goodnight people.
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Sunday, November 07, 2010

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Tell me only if its real.

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Thursday, November 04, 2010

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Hoho.
Just a late update regarding th Halloween celebration that I had in school last week. All th last minute planning was a success cause our plans workout. And yeah, we're dead school girls.
Shall not elaborate much cause I forgot most of th things that happened. We didnt manage to 'participate' in th Trick or Treats cause we were busy doing our makeup & camwhoring. So we missed it. But its okay. Th haunted house in th school that they had wasnt that scary. We're like making fun of th ghosts, touching them & stuff. Haha, funny shit to think that some of th students actually went out of th room so hysterically. Hahaha. So yeah, pics will do th talking. As usual, th rest can be found at facebook.
Best halloween celebration in school so far I guess? (Its my first halloween anyway. Haha!)
Thanks to th people who donated their unwanted school uniform to us & Irfan for borrowing th camera. Hehe. Without them we equal nothing. HAHA.
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Anyway, worked at th Philips Carnival Sale last weekend with Izdi, Wati, Zoe, Syafiq & Faris. As usual, tiring & stuffs. But okay la. Just cannot wait for th pay to be in, which is at th end of this month. Time faster pass by okay? Haha. And on monday, went to dentist to have my tooth extracted. Now feel relieved already cause no more pain. Yay!
Also, shall be busy with workshops & courses for th next few weeks. Very close to th attachment date already but Im still not prepared, serious shit. Shall get it over and done with, what else? Hehe.
Not to forget, had NAPFA test on tuesday & I failed 2 stations. So kental can? But its okay, can retake I guess during s&w lesson. Hahaha. And had th Career Fair thingy at ITE Simei on wednesday. Nothing much though other than few familiar faces that I saw.
Okay, shall stop here. Ma-lers to elaborate more. Gonna turn in when I feel like it.
Toodloons.

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Yours Truly.

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Aynn J, 19.
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