Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Im suppose to be asleep since like few hours back but th thought of you just filled my mind. I miss you. Like really a lot, in actual fact. I see no harm in letting you know about it. So I did. I dont expect any reply from you, neither did I expect what you replied me. But I guess I'll not ponder over it that much cause I really know what I want to achieve at th end of th day, which is to get over you. Though I know that you may not feel th same way as I do, Im glad that I did told you how I felt. Im not expecting you to even miss me back cause I know theres a distance between us. Yes, this distance like we're friends but strangers at th same time kind of thing? How can you possibly care when you dont show or even ask me what Im doing? You have no idea what Im feeling / what Ive been up to / whats on my mind. And how can you possibly still love me when we rarely contact each other? Th only times that we actually do communicate with one another was when we need smth or you tegur-ing me at msn out of randomness. Even so, th conversation doesnt even last for more than 10 minutes. So tell me, how is it even possible? Is this how people love others? Haha, amusing much? Th truth is, you dont really love me as much as you think that you do. Seriously. Maybe you just miss having me around or you miss whats in th past or smth like that. But th fact is, you dont love me. So stop acting like you do or stop claiming that you do cause if you really do, you will really care. I dont know which part of not-contacting-unless-theres-anything show that you actually cared. Weird isnt it? You asked me to do you a favour & give you some time to settle some things first. I can give you all th time that you want or need but in th mean time, please do this for me. Please do sort out your thinking. Know what you want & know what or how you really feel towards me cause like Ive mentioned many times, I dont feel your love for me, as you claim. I guess I have to trust my heart on this cause I believe that if its not real / not there, I cant feel it with my heart. And thats exactly what Im feeling now, which is nothing. I dont even know why Im even asking you to sort out your thinking when all these doesnt even matter anymore. Hahaha. Tsk. Okay, shall stop here. Gonna eat soon, then get ready for school. I know Ive been on this topic for like so many times but whatever? This is where I pen down my thoughts or feelings. So I guess what other people think or feel doesnt matter right? And at th end of th day, Im th one who is going to be affected by all these right. Okay, I dont know what nonsense Im talking about. Pardon me for my atrocious english cause my grammar really sucks. Hahaha, really. Nyett. Toodloons peepos.
"Th more you are with me, th more that Im alone. I dont need th answer. I already know."
Labels: Its not suppose to feel this way
04:23
Monday, August 30, 2010
People dont understand | Go to post ➜
Never take someone's feelings as a joke. You will never know how much it fucking hurts. Labels: Can I just dont care?
15:50
I dont want a serious relationship. Im a teenager. I want someone who I can act like a complete dickhead around, that we can spend hours just talking about th most pointless things. I want someone who makes me laugh & who I can plan stupid things with that will never happen. Because Im sick of seeing these movies with th girl falling in love with th perfect boy. Who wants perfect? I want adventure. I want someone I can tell my secrets to & waste my weekend with, and act like we're 5 years old again. I wanna have fun. [:
 Labels: little something
00:55
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Inline Skating & some other stuffs | Go to post ➜
 
Just a little update. Had inline skating again last wednesday & Im loving it. Haha, th reason that I didnt update then was because Im waiting for th pictures from Irfan. And since Ive got it now, here I am. Hehe. I can skate a bit already. Yayness! Me likey many many. [: Ohya, school is starting in a few days time. In fact, in 2 days time? And I doubt Im even ready for it. I didnt even do any revision for any of th modules. Hebat right? What to do, Im a last minute person anyway. And I guess mati lor. Hahahaha. Then again, like I even care?
Anyway, my day today wasnt that great because of certain happenings that happened just now. No idea why th fuck am I so cranky / frustrated / pissed with everything. But I guess Im fine now. Was rather unhappy about few things but nevermind. Shall forget about it. But right now, Im still tempted to buy a tub of ice cream & have it all by myself. Hahaha, perangai gemok kn? I guess thats just a way to make me feel better. Somehow, my mind is still thinking about smth that Im not supposed to think about, but I cant help it. Pathetic much? Aiyoma. & I noticed that these few days, people have been feeling down & stuffs. So to all th people out there who is feeling down, cheer up okay? ♥ Random much? I know right. Hahaha. Labels: whatever you like
23:46
Spent my night self-entertaining myself with my sister. Haha, had nothing to do anyway. Was very bored cause Mikemose went to Malaysia. Nyett. Nothing much, just some pictures. Hehe. [:
 With Kiki. Taken few days back.
  
Hehehe, dont mind th buruk face. Malas nak upload th rest of th pictures & some nonsensical videos took. So childish of us. Nevertheless, we had fun. \m/ Labels: fun, me likey, random
01:13
Thursday, August 26, 2010
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I know Im being very random here, but wouldnt it be nice to have a guy bestfriend? Haha. To have someone who you can treat like your brother, yet your friend at th same time. Th one who can understand you as much as your girl bestfriend does. Th one who can give you opinion or whatever that you want to know about a guy's view or perspective. Th one who will be there for you when you need someone to confide in. Th one who will kick my ex / future boyfriend's butt if he dares to cheat my feelings or tried to hurt me. Th one who will always care & love you as a friend, no matter what. And whatever yang kene mengene with it laa. Hahaha. Wouldnt it be nice? [: Very random right? Haha. Maybe I just miss having a guy figure around me. But nevermind. I'll get over it sooner or later. Nyett. Labels: random
18:31
Monday, August 23, 2010
Hehe, just a quick update. Was listening to my songs on th lappy when my cat suddenly looked uneasy & was meow-ing away. I just ignored, since its his nature to be that playful & memekak. Suddenly, a huge bee came flying to my house. I panicked, obviously. Since when I like flying thingy right? Hahaha. I ran to my mum's room, shouting away while my brother tried to kill it. My cat on th other hand was very gelisah, trying to catch that thing. Hahaha, disturbing can? I was afraid that th thingy will attack my cat. Thank god it didnt. Th thingy fly fly arnd for arnd 10 minutes or so. Maybe even longer than that. My brother asapkan die with his cigarette smoke & spray it with water also. We used fan to kasi angin pat die, mane tau die tkle control terbang then nnt klua rumah laa kan. Hahaha. Some time later, it did. Phew, naseb baek yo.
It didnt end there, unfortunately. My mum macam paham only say once it went out, it wont come back. Haha. Was back to listening to songs again when it suddenly came again. Panic nk mampos laa seh. I was shouting away, obviously. My brother damn relax can? Haha. Still can baring, taking his own sweet time while I was already panicking like dunno what. HAHAHA. My brother took th newspaper & when th thingy was at th oven there, he hit it one time & tadaa~ Th head was separated from th body. Woohoo! \m/
Exciting sungguh. Cant imagine how it will be like if Im alone in th house. Hahahaha. Confirm lock diri dalam bilik, tknk klua sampai sape sape balek. Hahaha! Poor bee, you entered th wrong house. :P Labels: whatever you like
09:48
Sadly, that time of th month is here again & I swear Im in fucking pain right now. Miserable much? Theres nth much that I can do to ease th pain cause Ive been like going in & out of th toilet for like belasan times? Its like there something that I want to kluakn from my stomach, yet nothing is coming out. Ended up vomiting for no reason & I guess that my stomach just wanna throw something out, by any means. I still have th urge to go th toilet every now and then, and I have no choice but to just go, even if it means that I'll be just sitting on th toilet bowl, waiting for something to happen for god knows how long. Obviously, I havent had any sleep since yesterday night cause my gum / th wisdom tooth area was in pain, therefore I cant sleep a wink cause I was kinda affected by it. And around 4-ish plus in th morning, found out that my period came. Though I was happy cause theres no need for me to fast, this is not what I wanted. I know I should have expected it since this always happen to me on my first day of menstruation. But having to suffer / endure it once every month is totally unfair. Not as though th pain was there for a while, but it can drag for hours. Sometimes I wonder why am I th one getting all these when some others can have their period normally? I know this is normal too, but if th cramp that I had was rather mild, then theres nth much to say uh. But mine being kinda severe to th extend that I cant even lie down still for even 5 minutes, like what th fuck can? It hurts so much to th extend that I can just cry while trying to bear with th pain. Tell me what else can I do, seriously. I did consider trying to go for a check up to see whats wrong, but Im afraid that it will be a waste of money if th doctor only prescribe me with some medicine that I wont eat. Not because I dont want to, but I really cant. Serious shit. Id rather be injected for I-dont-care-how-many-times, rather than having to swallow all those nonsensical medicine. I see no purpose in doing so if whenever I tried, I'll just end up vomiting everything out. And bottomline? I didnt even swallow th pill. -.- If it will hurt this much, then I dont even want to have a baby in th future. Someone told me that it will hurt more than what Im feeling now. Tsk. And if anyone thinks or feels that im exaggerating, then fuck you. You have no idea what it feels like & you dont know what Im going through. It may seem to you like "Alaa, cramp only". Try being in my shoes & we shall see if you can still smile while your womb area feels like it was being squeezed from th inside, with th muscle or whatsoever contracting continuously. Hah. I seriously hope that this wont last long, though I know that it will continue for like a few more hours. And I guess theres nth much that I can do, other than to just bear with it. I swear, I hate period cramp more than anything in th world right now. And if theres anything that I can choose not to have in this world, then I'll choose for us females not having to endure or bear with this shit. But I guess on th other hand, it just show how strong we are? Cause Mike told me that guys cant really endure something as painful as this. So yeah? Thanks anyway for trying to cheer me up, though you did not succeed. Haha. See, Im being honest here atleast. Hahaha. I do feel rather paiseh _____ in front of you just now, though not literally. But what telah happen cant be undone I guess?
Nevertheless, The Expandables is fucking awesome. Another must watch movie, provided that youre already above 18. Im not in th mood to like really 'promote' this movie but yeah, just watch laa. Worth your money & time if you like action movie. Im dont really like action movie but seriously, this movie is really great. [: And for once, I think that my mum rocks. Hahaha. Toodloons peepos. Labels: Business Of Misery, It hurts so bad.
07:24
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Hello wello. Went movie-ing with Ateeqs yesterday to watch Step Up 3. Hafiz was there too. Thought wanna watch th 3D one, but tk jadi cause Hafiz doesnt want to. Therefore, we just make do with th normal one. Th movie was awesome shit, I tell you. Serious shit. Hahaha, tengok banyak kali pn tk pasal. Very wow. Hahaha. Overall, me likey many many. [: Had kinda late buke cause th movie end arnd 7 gitu. After that, walked all th way to Plaza Singapura, though it was drizzling. Ate pat Jalan Kayu there. Moments later, Hafiz went off cause he got 'curfew'. Hahahaha. Ateeqs & I trained to Paya Lebar, cause I want my dendeng. Hehe. Geylang-ing was rather kecoh. Saw few familiar faces & Ateeqs keep touching budak bulat. Haha, fetish eh? She also kacau this makcik who was walking, holding a frame ke ape entah. Then Ateeqs pulled that thing from behind, then th makcik mcm susah nk jalan gitu. HAHA, prangai seh. Not to forget, both of us had our ice cream already. Yummeh. Arnd 11 plus gitu, off we go. Ateeqs had her pizza & I got my dendeng. Yayness! Trained home, but I dropped halfway at Tiong Bahru to pass makanan to seekor babi kaki panjang. Hahaha. Then trained to Boon Lay. Overall, great day. Must go watch Step Up 3. Sumpah tak rugi. Haha. Theres also other nice movies coming up that I wanna watch. Nyehaha. Okay, thats all. Toodloons peepos.
"Im not trying to make you hurt but, youre getting exactly what you deserve. So you cant tell me that I dont have every reason in this world to leave you right now" Labels: geylang, movie, whatever you like
01:16
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Happy 18th birthday to Ewe Wifey! Its been a while since we really go out / hang out together. Been planning since dulu but till now maseh tak buat jugak eh? Haha. Like skali skale only we terserempak each other. And anyway, have a blast this year. We should really do some catching up soon, with Hajar. Theres lots of story to tell I guess? Hehe. Enjoy later and sorry I cant be there. Shall make it up to you some other time when we were all free. Takecare & enjoy. [:
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Shall do a little update, since Ive got nth much to do now. Haha. Had inline skating yesterday in school & I think I like it. Hehe, didnt know that falling down could be so fun & th skating part itself is really enjoyable. Would be better if th hours were longer. Nevertheless, looking forward to th next session. [:
And not forgetting, Im progressing well. Not about th inline skating though. You should know better what Im talking about and if you dont, too bad. Hahaha.
"Just try and get up, you gotta slowly brush off. I know that words arent enough, but youre better than this" Labels: Something new
13:48
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Hello wello human of th earth. Shall update about yesterday. Apparently, went buke-ing outside with my friends yesterday. Met them at Paya Lebar cause they were lan-ing. I didnt join obviously cause idk how to maen. Haha. After that, head to Geylang to buke & we dined at this tmpt called Best Hawa. Th food was okay, other than th fact that we were kinda worried cause we were sitting outdoors & th sky looks like it gonna rain anytime soon. But thankgod by th time we finished eating, it still havent rain. So, we jalan-jalan at Geylang for a while. Irfan wanna buy dendeng anyway.
After that, head to Bugis as planned to shisha, obviously. Nothing much yo, other than I saw th YOG fireworks & theres this tmpt yg mcm terbakar agaknye cause there were smoke coming out from th building. Arnd 1o plus, off we go. Lepak for a while, then trained home. Had a great day, nevertheless. Tercapai jugak hasrat aku untuk shisha-ing, hahaha. Shall let th pictures do th talking now. [:
        Hisap smpai juling. (Y)
 
Once again, th rest of th pictures can be found at Din's facebook yo. Thats all folks. Labels: I like
19:45
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Question : How you managed to move on?
Answer: Moving on requires a very strong heart, and mindsets full of philosophy about life that makes sense, constantly reminding us that this ache will soon be over and things will be alright soon enough. When I experience an emotional pain, I always tell myself that no matter how awful these odds are stacked against me, I will eventually overcome it sooner or later. We all do not have choices, and much time. I believe we all will gain what we deserve at the end, so whatever ache I am feeling now it will be just temporary. And to discard that feeling, I keep myself occupied. I do things I never did, improve and focus on my interests especially. The most important thing do something beneficial that will earn you great experiences or money. Hehe. Of course, along the way you'd be reminded about him at some points of time but this is when we have to snap out of it.
As everyone should know, I have fallen in love and out of Love once. What I did was, pick up a job, party (to meet new people and merely have fun) and search for opportunities in expanding my modelling experiences. I wasn't in search for wealth particularly but I feel it's more of how I spend the rest of my time just to keep him out of mind. Read some motivational quotes and think about them. Apply it to your lifestyle and try your best to make sense out of it. Not the depressing ones, but those quotes and sayings that can drive you forward. But I guess we all are pretty weak being a woman. We will not be exactly moved on till we meet another better amazing person who could touch your life in a more thrilling way than the past. Someone who is actually worthy of your time indeed. And by having that, we have to give chances to let another story enfolds. :)
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Motivating much? Hehe, thanks a lot. [: Labels: letting go, My loving never stop even though its over
11:40
Right now, Im more sure than ever of your feelings towards me cause it really shows & I can tell. In other words, its obvious enough that you dont love me anymore cause th way you treat me is just so different & youre cold towards me, seriously. A sign? I guess so. I finally understood / get what youve been trying to tell me all these while when you said that you dont love me as much. True enough, as time goes by, it reveals everything slowly. And indeed, these little things like th way you talk to me or th frequency of you contacting me or th effort of doing as what you claim, plays a part which will prove if what you said are true. After all, action speaks louder than words right? I dont see / feel it when you said that you love me & such. But vice versa, I did. Then I thought, it might be true after all that when you said all your feelings had fade & its time for me to accept th fact & grow up. Next step? Let go & move on. Thinking back, its funny that I took so long to knock some sense into my head although Ive seen this coming & he had been giving me hints about it so many times & at some point of time, he told me straight to my face. I guess Im in denial state & I cant accept th fact yet, since I expected a lot from what we had / part of my happiness is by being with him & partly, its all thanks to my stubborn-ness. Haha. Cant deny th fact that I do miss him at times but thinking about all that he had done to me, I doubt its even worth it anymore. As much as I love him, Im pretty sure that being away from him will somehow or rather change my heart or th feelings I had for him will fade eventually. Not that I dont love him, but why hold on when its already one-sided right? But I cant guarantee that I will completely forget him cause I believe that hes still a part of me, no matter what. But if we're meant to be together, he will come back eventually. If he dont, then we're just not fated. But ultimately, he will be an experience that I wont forget. [:
So if you get what I mean, you should know what Im trying to say. Haha. Ive failed letting go / moving on many times but I hope that this time, I will succeed. Even if I fail again, I will keep trying until I managed to do so cause deep down, I know how weak I am when it comes to him & obviously he knows my weaknesses. But dont worry, Ive survived all this shit that I had for th past 5 years & I believe Im a tough girl. Hehe. So, just stay tune. And I believe Im stronger than this. \m/ Labels: letting go
11:00
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Hello wello human of th earth. Just for your information, this post may be kinda lengthy, so if you dont want to read then dont read okay? Haha. Firstly, as mentioned few post back, went to school on Saturday to do th learning corner. Didnt manage to complete everything though, so we decided to continue th next day which was on Sunday. Yes, to school on Sunday? Ridiculous right? Haha. But th thing is, I didnt go on Sunday cause I wokeup late, hehe. Standard. Was suppose to be there at arnd 9, but I wokeup at 11 gitu. Hebat right? Anyway on Saturday, had dinner at Simpang Bedok after th project thingy. Thanks yo for th treat. Nth much after that. Went to Plaza Singapura to meet Din & friends. Great day, though its kinda ridiculous cause they were talking so openly about everything when we were playing Truth or Dare. Jaw-dropping much? Hahaha. Okay, tu part da exaggerate. But really, they were fucking open. Hahahaha, funny shit. o.O Nevertheless, th day was enjoyed.
Shall not elaborate much on this cause I dont see th need to, but will just update a little for memory sake. On Syafiq's birthday which was on Sunday, went to BBDC to accompany Syafiq enroll. Everything was okay, other than th fact that th weather was so fucking hot. Kinda awkward with everything but whatever. Nothing much after that, other than th fact I go pluck his bulu ketiak as his birthday present. HAHAHAHA! \m/ I took a picture of it & I kept th bulu still. Hehe. Okay I know Im kinda weird but whatever. Hahahaha.
As for yesterday, we went movie-ing instead of watching fireworks. Theres always th new year countdown anyway to watch. I wanna go shisha but plan was changed. Sadded. But nevermind, there will be another time. Haha. Was supposed to meet them at 3 pat City Hall, but I very malas to siap so early. So arnd 4 plus like that then I went out, meet them at Dhoby Ghaut. I didnt know there will be 2 other Din / Hazmi's friend. So yeah. There were 7 of us in total. Bought th ticket & stuffs, then went to makan first before proceeding with th movie. Salt was okay laa, cause not my type of movie. I dont really like action movie anyway, so yeah. Th ending was like hanging but nevermind, cause I dont expect much from this movie either. Hehe. After that, 2 of them went off to meet with their friends. So, th rest of us head to Boat Quay arnd there since Hasbi wanna meet his friends. Th 2 girls came some time later, so we just lepak-ed & play some games. Arnd 1o plus, th girls went off & my sister came some time after that. Just lepak again & camwhore gitu. Took th last train home & tadaa, th day ended. Haha. Had a great day though. New friends were made. What a small world after all, cause Sam used to be my cousin's colleague. Hahaha. :D
And oh, didnt get to meet kambeng yesterday cause we were at different places. Was lazy anyway, even though yesterday was our 'anniversary' of jumpe-ing. HAHA. If you dont get it, it simply means that at th same date last year, we met for th first time. Nyett. I is very lazy to type somemore, so let th pictures do th talking okay?
 Th guys, without Hasbi
 Cacat siket. Haha.
 Hazmi
 Sissy missy. Pendek is kiud. Hahaha.
Th rest of th pictures are at Din's facebook. Lazy to curik all & edit, hehe. Nak tengok pi carik okay. (Y)
As for today, finally done with th Learning Corner assignment. Woohoo, yayness! Like finally gitu right? Hahaha. Another burden off. But exams are round th corner & maybe th Art Exhibition thingy is still on? Idk. No free time still, I guess? And I swear that I totally suck in Microsoft Excel, like seriously. Tsk, die. Not to forget, fasting tmrw & can lose weight yay. Haha. I wanna dye my hair & cut my hair again yo. Me likey! [: Labels: whatever you like
18:31
Sunday, August 08, 2010
Happy Birthday to Syafiq Dearest ♥ | Go to post ➜
Happy 18th birthday to dearest Syafiq. Like finally da tak budak kecik eh nyeh? Haha. But whatever it is, I'll still be older than you & that is a fact that you cant change. I guess I wont be able to celebrate your birthday with you this year, given our current situation. Nevertheless, its th thought that counts right? As much as I want to, I doubt its even possible. But nevermind. Hehe, make sure when you enrol & pass alrdy, I'll be your first pillion okay? Hahahahaha. Okay, kidding only. Tak tau malu sungguh.
I dont know if you realise this or not, but youve been someone important in my life. Youve been a part of me for 5 years plus & for that, I thank you for everything that you have done for me. Cant be deny that Im kinda sad to see what had happened to us now but I guess theres always a reason to everything that happened & no worries, youre still th best in my eyes. Like Ive said before, its not east forgetting you cause I sort of 'grow up with you'. Haha. And I cant promise that I will never forget you, but I definitely wont forget all th memories we had. Cause I still remember almost every single memories that I had with you since I first had a huge crush on you, which was during late 2005, until now. Hahaha, all those stupid happenings back then in secondary school till present. Still never fail to make me smile when I recall everything. So many memories, so many good times. Such a pity that things have to end this way right? But nevermind. Okay fuck. I dont think I should write anymore cause I might get drifted away. Haha. You should know that I still... Kay nvm. Have a blessed year ahead & all th best in everything you do. Be happy always & do takecare of yourself. xoxo
My loving never stop even though its over. You should know. Labels: My loving never stop even though its over
00:45
Friday, August 06, 2010
Hello wello human of th earth. National Day celebration in school just now was a waste of time, serious shit. Whoever that said th event is from 8 till 11 ought to be shot dead. Okay, kidding. Haha. Th event started at arnd 9 like that & ended close to 10? As in th performance. And theres only like what, 4 items presented. Nonsense shit or what? So kental can? Tsk. Nevertheless, chillex in school for a while in school after that. Then trained home. Meet Ateeqs, Dayana & Syuk at Plaza Sing arnd 2 plus. Streetdance was awesome shit I tell you. Idk about others, but its not that wow to me. But still a good choice of movie to watch. Haha. When th movie ended, Syuk & Dayana went off cause they need to keje after that. Therefore, Ateeqs & I merayap aimlessly before settling down to have our dinner at Burger King. Went to carik her stuffs since she will be away for holiday tomorrow onwards, then lepak at Esplanade there. Overall, fun day although theres nth much happening.
Im feeling terrible right now cause my eye got infected again. I can barely open my eyes & its fucking red can? Contact lense, what else right? Haha. And this is my 6th / 7th time if Im not wrong. I wonder when I going to be serik? Hehe. I know that Im not suppose to wear it anymore but me being stubborn, I will always have th tempation to wear it. Who doesnt want to look good anyway right? And yes, Im this vain. Hahaha. And I just realised that my hair grow alrdy. I guess Im gonna cut it again in arnd 2 weeks time or so? Me likey. When september is over then Im gonna keep it long again. Nyehaha. Oh ya. Sadly, need to go to school tomorrow to complete th learning corner by hook or by crook. There goes my Saturday. But nevermind cause once it ends, then theres nth much left for me to do. Which means, left only th written exam when school reopens. Yayness! Cant believe that time pass by this fast. Okay sidetrack siket. Currently Im in th house with my parents & kucings only. Th rest of my siblings went out, karaoke-ing. Why I never follow? Cause I dont want to & with my eyes like this, sape mau pi layan nak kua kn? Hahaha. So, I shall not complain anymore. Was being random anyway. Haha. Okay, thats all I guess. To all th people who will be away holiday-ing, have fun & takecare yo. [: Labels: whatever you like
23:03
Thursday, August 05, 2010
Been busy with school for th past few days, due to th learning corner assignment. Thank god th assessment date was being pushed forward till tuesday, which simply means that we have a bit more time to complete everything. Another good news is, theres no need to perform tmrw for th national day celebration. Yayness much? Hopefully can wakeup tmrw cause school starts at 8. Been waking up very late for th past few days to th extend that I reached school only during lunch. Dahsyat eh? Hahaha. Nevertheless, had a great day just now. [: Did I mention that I have to go back to school on Saturday for th project thingy? Haha. Sadding. Dahlaa jauh. But nevermind, shall complete everything once & for all.
Oh ya, theres no more kitten in th house cause th owner took it back yesterday. So sad. Anyone nice to spare me some kittens? I want. Goodnight people. Labels: School
22:37
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
Tell me smth sweet to get me by | Go to post ➜
00:04
Monday, August 02, 2010
 Joey! One side of th eye is blue, and th another is yellow. Cool shit right? I like many many! [:
 Fifi. Looks alot like Didi, except that its a she. Haha. Didi junior. [:
 Tiger. Very manje. Not fierce like Tiger at all. Hahaha. [:
 Kiud miud right? Hahaha. Me likey many many! :D Labels: kittens in th house
23:27
Unexpectedly, had my 2.4 km run just now during S&W lesson. Th best part is, I didnt bring towel. Haha, hebat kan? Aku suke. Nevertheless, I passed my run! Yayness. Guess that I could do better if I didnt walk & maybe, went jogging th day before. But nevermind cause th bottomline is, I passed. So, no need to run anymore. [:
Had a great day last saturday. Very interesting indeed, haha. Shall not elaborate further though. And I guess Im coping well with everything for now, other than th fact that I think about th past or more to how hes doing right now & stuffs ocassionally. But it doesnt mean anything & I guess its just th phase of moving on. Which means its a great improvement for me. Yayness. Hope that I will remain strong or maybe, be even stronger. Gotta keep my head held high, you see. :D Labels: Things that I missed, whatever you like
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