Only three weeks long, yet so many memories.

Thank you for being th reason behind my smile & laughter for th past weeks. Thank you for always being there to listen to my endless rantings about anything & everything that I could think of. Like Ive said before, youve been a very great friend. So, thank you for being th most awesome friend that Ive ever known! This is amazing, really. Haha.
Nevertheless, all th best to you for your NS. All will be fine, trust me.

Once again, thank you so much Hafiz.

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Th movie was ridiculously boring & th dinner was so mengenyangkan. Hahaha.

Thank you for th day.

Because nothings greater than th rush that comes with your embrace.

Just when I thought that yesterday gonna be th last that we'll ever meet, things change. Dinner @ BBQ Chicken, followed by aimless riding through th busy town (with you & your cheeky behaviour, always), then finally settling down at Marina Bay Sands. With you to lean on, we talked about anything & everything throughout th windy night, witnessing th passing clouds every now and then. Such serenity.

To be waking up in your arms after a long & tiring day is just amazing. Love th way you brush away th hair on my face while Im asleep & th way you go "abeh you tknk hug me?" just to get a hug from me / get us cuddling before you sleep. And th look in your eyes & that smile, followed by th hugs & kisses despite th fact that we're both were freshly up from our sleep. Yes, shower-less & me, probably looking like a maid. But you not minding all that? Such contentment.

I wish we could do this everyday. Not now or anytime soon, definitely. But like you said, probably in 3 years' time where we would have a definite status, then another few years where we would officially belong together. InsyaAllah. Thinking far, yes? Something that we would work towards to but ultimately, time will tell.

Nevertheless, thank you for th day / night. Thank you for your time. Thank you for everything. We both have our own flaws, but youre still wonderful just like how you always are. I love you, Syafiq.

Running a temperature.

And he, insists that I eat th medicine (but fail, because no one can ever make me eat one, regardless of who you are to me. HAHA!). Therefore, he applied th cold pack on my head, as well as whipping up some food for me to eat when Im up from my rest.

Didnt have a great morning, but this has definitely made my day better. I guess Im quite easy to please? Or maybe, Im just too soft / weak when it comes to him. Nevertheless, thank you very much.

Say what? Its finally over! Hahaha. After weeks or even months of practice & all, we're finally done with th year-end concert, which is such a relief because it was really tiring. Cheers to all th kids & teachers for all their hard work to make this happen. And Im so proud of my N1! Hehehe.

Nevertheless, anticipating some changes next year. Doubt most of my little ones will be following to th new centre, so yeah. Haiya. Gonna miss them all, definitely.

Gonna make good use of this more than 3 weeks left with them!

Anyway, th heavy rain couldnt change our mind because we still dined in at Mad Jack yesterday. Yay! After close to 2 hours of being stuck in th rain, as well as waiting for his bike to be moveable again, we finally reach our destination. Th poncho really comes in handy, I must say. Hahaha. So yeah. Rode through th rain home after that, then tv-ing to sleep.

And what else can I say? Nothing is more perfect than to have your other half to snuggle / cuddle with to sleep, after an exhausting day. And th way he hug me tight whenever Im cold is simply superb. Hehehe.

Thank you for th day, sayang melayang!

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I dont know why Im drawn to you. Could you be th other one so we'd equal two?

Immortals with Syafiq yesterday. Then quick dinner with his family.

To summarise, I love yesterday. Love how he behave, love how we behave. I just love everything.

Thank you, sayang melayang! ♥

Just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to love you, doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have.

Didnt really have a good Monday morning. Head was hurting so bad due to migraine, and th fact that things between me & Syafiq got rather complicated was not helping either. To me, its always th littlest things that matters more & obviously, its usually these littlest things that will affect me more than anyth, which is what happened that morning.

As usual, all texts sent to him were ignored & I thought, hes totally ignoring me until god knows when, because I have to admit. When it comes to not giving a fuck & ignoring people, hes really good at it, which sucks big time for me. So yeah. Surprisingly, he called late in th afternoon, assuming that I was working & wanted to fetch me I guess. And since I took leave because of that throbbing headache, he decided to catch a movie. To be honest, I was taken aback because he was being all nice & everyth. Nevertheless, we still went ahead with th plan. Had dinner @ Wendys, followed by movie @ JP. After th movie, while we're just walking arnd JP, he randomly asked me if I wanted to get any chocs & of course, I did. How random, yet sweet can he be? Hehehe. Rare moments eh? HAHA. Went over to his crib after that to finish our dinner. Had "storytelling" session with his mum & sister, regarding their trip to Shanghai. Nothing much & not long after that, head home.

In all honesty, Im glad that youre still around, despite th countless times that I told you to leave or said that Im gonna leave, at th spur of th moment. I know what a mess I can be at times, forever emotional about th littlest things, but please, dont give up on me. I know Im not perfect & Im not th best that you can ever have either. But Im still trying. And thats what Ive been doing from th start right?

I want to explore, go to places & do so many things with you. I really do. I just hope that one day, we will have th chance to do that. InsyaAllah.

Nevertheless, thank you so much, love.

Henderson Waves down.

USS, Bungee Jumping @ Clarke Quay, Wild Wild Wet one day, yes?

Thank you for th day, love.

Spent th afternoon @ East Coast Park with Syafiq. Like finally, our plan to go rollerblading is on! Hahaha been planning for this since I was in attachment, but only yesterday we finally managed to execute th plan. However, it almost got cancelled halfway cause its already drizzling when we're at somewhere around Alexandra. But thank god, its not raining over at th east side. So here we are!

Had lunch @ Macdonalds before proceeding with the rollerblading itself. Funny when it comes to him cause it wasnt even close to 10 minutes of skating & hes already like "Alaa, I penat la." HAHAHAHA seriously Syafiq? >.<

And he has th tendency to stop every now & then. So much for his pit stops. Haha. Also, randomly stopping at th back when Im already so far away from him in front. So, had to patah balek and wait for him. We also sempat mandi laut out of randomness, other than th pit stops at jetty. And after we returned th skates, he had another round of "swimming" (he dont know how to swim la actually) in th sea. After that, showered & ride home. Wanted to watch sunset & gave it a pass. Supposed to watch Johnny English but th seatings were -.- already by th time we finished skating. So, watch movies online instead. Furthermore, he has to work th following day, so yeah.

Thank you for th day. Enjoyed myself & I hope you did too!

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What does it mean, to have someone rushing down in nothing but only his boxers on, at 12 plus in th morning, when he received a call from you crying & terrified, because you were disturbed? To walk a distance from his home, passed th public road, th shopping center & to another different estate, just to "come to your rescue"? Frantically finding th culprit because he was unhappy that his happened, but to no avail? Walking back to his home with you & oblivious to people's stares because he just couldnt care less about what people think about his appearance at that moment? Having to trouble his mum to bring down two helmets & shirt, so that he could send you home safely? And ignoring th fact that before this happened, you were th one who left him abruptly because you were upset about certain issues. He could've just leave you there alone but did th opposite instead.

This happened a day ago but its still on my mind because obviously, its th littlest things that means more. Thank you.

I love you, Syafiq.

♥

Theres always that one person that will always have your heart.

My saturday was spent with Syafiq. Well, wasnt a good one initially because of th bullshit & whatever shit that happened th day before. But as usual, I decided to overlook everyth & get it out of my head. And so, he sent & fetched me at BBDC in th morning. Then, accompany me do up my hair @ Snip Avenue afterwards. Th close to 2 hours wait was long enough & I know that somehow, he couldnt wait this long. So I fear that he will start complaining and talk so much & whatever shit. And surprisingly, he did not. Hahaha. Im amazed. :P

Planned to watch a movie that evening, but theres no interesting movies. Even if there are, its alrdy sold out. So, we just chilled at Vivo City. Afterall, its th company that matters right? Haha. And there was a mini firework there, coming from sentosa. It was such a beautiful sight, with us sitting, directly facing where th fireworks are coming from. And he, forever with his "Ah tu da ade fireworks. You tknk berdiri sane, amek gambar? That time tengok pat tv, ni tgk btol pnye." Hahaha annoying shit. I should have taken pictures of it but it didnt cross my mind at all. Anyway, that aside, we spent th rest of th nights chatting & etc, while he on th other hand still multi-tasking (forever with his game). Whats new?

So yeah. Nothing much, but its been a while since we last spent time together this way. And of course, I love it. Thank you for th day.

♥

When I run out of second chances, you give me that look & youre off the hook.

Doesnt matter what I say. Just believe my actions.

It proves so much more.

♥

Thank you so much.

Days were spent with Syafiq & I simply love it, because this was how we used to be back then. Its like nothing else matters. Haha. Spending time together watching movies / having simple meals / teasing each other, etc. Easy life huh? No fuss & fights. Haha. Nevertheless, one more week to go before everything will be decided. Not looking forward to it, obviously.

Thanks for th day.

And do you know? I love your smile just now. Been a while since I saw that.

1o hours straight spent with you. What more can I ask for? Thanks for th day & everything, though it was kinda scary. Haha, but its okay. Too bad we didnt manage to capture any pics due to time constrain. But nevermind, hopefully there will be another time like this. Hee.

Nevertheless, I shall not hope or expect anything.

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You know Id do it all again for you.

:D

Cause I gave my heart to you.

♥

" I love you Aynn, thats th honest to goodness truth. Im sorry I didnt ____ th wonderful, sweet & touching post that you wrote for me on my birthday, but reading it later did not, in any way, make it less special. You are one of th girls whom I will always consider my closest friends because you were always there for me. Thank you for saying that I am strong & confident because there have always been times when I felt insignificant. You're one of th most beautiful girls that I know, & I dont mean your looks. Beneath your sarcasm & bluntness, your aloofness & your cant-be-bothered attitude, youre capable of a lot of love. Youre insightful & thoughtful when you want to be. & there is never a moment when I dont love you. Even though time makes us distant, know that I will always care & cherish th friendship that we have. "

♥

Though it was kinda sadding to know that you didnt know about this post till I asked if youve read my blog yesterday, its okaay. Atleast you have done so now. Hahah.

Still, no problem.

And just wondering, ade nangis tk? Hahahah.

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Had lots of fun yesterday, serious shit.

Thanks to all these people for th great time. Kinda lazy to update everything here, so just go to my facebook & let th pictures do th talking ye.

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& anyway, supposedly 4oth yaw.

Theres a piece of you inside my heart,

that runs too deep to describe.

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