Tuesday, March 30, 2010 " I love you Aynn, thats th honest to goodness truth. Im sorry I didnt ____ th wonderful, sweet & touching post that you wrote for me on my birthday, but reading it later did not, in any way, make it less special. You are one of th girls whom I will always consider my closest friends because you were always there for me. Thank you for saying that I am strong & confident because there have always been times when I felt insignificant. You're one of th most beautiful girls that I know, & I dont mean your looks. Beneath your sarcasm & bluntness, your aloofness & your cant-be-bothered attitude, youre capable of a lot of love. Youre insightful & thoughtful when you want to be. & there is never a moment when I dont love you. Even though time makes us distant, know that I will always care & cherish th friendship that we have. " ♥ Though it was kinda sadding to know that you didnt know about this post till I asked if youve read my blog yesterday, its okaay. Atleast you have done so now. Hahah. Still, no problem. And just wondering, ade nangis tk? Hahahah. {:
Sunday, March 28, 2010 Had lots of fun yesterday, serious shit. Thanks to all these people for th great time. Kinda lazy to update everything here, so just go to my facebook & let th pictures do th talking ye. {: & anyway, supposedly 4oth yaw. Labels: adventure, best, bonding, camwhore, fun, gathering, Jom jadi gile, jwps, kecoh, penat, Tired, Youre so much more than wonderful
Thursday, March 25, 2010 You can decode th dynamics of your relationship just by th way your man holds your hand. 1. Your fingers are interwined with his Th desire to keep every part of your hands within close contact shows a reluctance to let go of each other or let anything come between you as a couple. While this reveals affection & acceptance, it also indicate a strong, perhaps unhealthy reliance on each other for attention & comfort. 2. Your palm touches his palm This is th most natural & comfortable way of holding hands, so its not a surprise couples who are stable & settled tend to hold hand this way. But if his thumb tends to land on top of your hand, hes intent on being th boss. If his hand is turned such that his palm faces th back, he tends to be protective of you. 3. You hang onto th tips of his fingers This tends to be th sign of a commitment-phobe. His demeanour indicates hes ready to break contact at any time & th physical distance in what should be an intimate act might also reveal th lack of a strong bond. 4. You hold onto one finger of his hand Unlike th hand-hold where youre holding onto th tips of his fingers, a relaxed one-finger hold isnt all bad. This casual hand-hold is a playful & flirty cause it allows him to "slip" away, giving you th chance to hold him back. Couples who hold hands in this manner are self-assured in their relationship, and comfortable & relaxed enough to have fun with each other. Labels: interesting
Wednesday, March 24, 2010First & foremost, Happy 18th Birthday to Siti Hajar! :D Tak fair sungguh kau da legal now. But nnt coming soon aku pnye turn. Heheh. Mehh aku feeling feeling jap, since this whole post will be about you. Stay tuned yaw, there will be alot of some random I remember(s). {: I still remember th first time kite gaduh pat skola when baru masok bile sec 1. Hahah, tu part mepek sungguh. And my first impression of you was smth like youre kerek or smth like that? I ever told you right, I dont really like th way you walked pass my table when youre going out of th class. Cause you did so with your head held high. Back then, I didnt know you had so much confidence in yourself & you didnt really care what others said or think of you. So now that I do, I guess it doesnt really matter anymore. Thats your strength anyway. :D I cant remember how you & I got rapat after that incident. But 1 thing that I know, you never fail to be there for me whenever I had some relationship problems or whatsoever, though Im even more rapat with Lydia at that point of time. For that, thank you so much. I remember how we used to 'quarrel' on a piece of paper or maybe few pieces of it? Hahaha, it was so fun back then & since neither of us want to give up or stop, it goes on for hours. See how childish we were dulu? Hahahah. I remember how we used to play 'Guess The Lyrics' when we were bored during lesson, or during some free period. I remember how we used to draw & compare our drawings with one another. I remember how we used to teman each other at th bustop after school, till one of our buses came.  Remember this day? Th day we went to IMM then to mane entah aku tk ingat. Hahah. I cant really remember what happened or took place on that day. But I do know that this day does exist.  I remember how we used to go to this toilet every single time before going recess & before recess ends. Maybe some time during lesson & also after school? Hahaha. This was my favourite toilet, remember? Why, cause theres alot of mirrors & its kinda spacious. Hahah. & we both know that we can sit here for hours, with no one disturbing. :D  I remember how we used to skip lessons during th before O level period & stayed in this toilet, doing nth. But th word bored doesnt seem to exist eh? {: I remember how you used to irritate me with your craziness / bubbliness / hyper-ness & pape yang sewaktu dengannye. I remember having alot of people asking me "Cmne kau boleh tahan dengan Hajar? Tk irritating ke?" And my reply was simply "Da biase". Why? Cause I can accept you for who you are. I remember how you used to just randomly lean on my shoulder. Why, cause youre bored. -.- I remember th day you brokeup with _____ & you were rather down. I was really lost then. I really dont know what to do since I dont really know how to cheer people up then. But I knew you were stronger than me & I believe you will pull through. And you did just that. :D I remember how you ended up being th middle person, that time when I had some conflict with Lydia over guys. Hahahah. Tk bersalah seh. I remember how you & Lydia will end up debating over th smallest thing, with both tknk mengalah. Fiqah & I will just laugh it off every single time. Hahahah. I remember how we used to give or make comments on each other's school diary. I remember how we used to have icecream / dessert after school in th school canteen every week. I remember how you used to comfort / cheer me up whenever I had problems with Syafiq back then in school, even if it means that Im crying during that moment. I remember how you used to teman me meet _____ that once, after th Chemistry lesson at th lab. Thanks to smth that I found out that really broke my heart. Heh. I remember how we used to text each other randomly, and ended up crapping till I laughed to myself while texting. I remember how I used to play around with your hair & help you tie scorpion. I remember how I used to complain at you how fat I think I am. Hahaha, so self-counscious. I remember how we used to smack each other's pantat out of randomness. I remember how you used to help me with my English, since yours is way better than mine. I remember how we used to copy each other's homework. I remember how I used to complain alot whenever youre reading a book in class, cause that will mean that no one will be entertaining me. Hahahaha. I remember how you used to always say "Aynn aku bored" many times. And my reply will be " Sejak bile kau tk bored?" Hehehe. I remember how we used to give each other crappy nick names & wrote it as our contact names. I remember how we used to always say nk tengok whatever movie, but end up tak tengok tengok. I remember how we used to plan to meet or whatsoever, but it will always end up postponed or tak jadi. I remember how we used to order th same thing when eating pat KFC. Senang kate, I remember alot of things laa. Hahaha, bile nk game seh. Heheheh.  If I were to list everything down, th list will go on & on. 4 years plus of friendship, theres alot of memories I had with you be it good or bad. I dont remember about us really quarrelling, but theres was a moment where we werent really in good terms right? I cant really remember laa. Hahah. & Idk what happened last year. I sort of spoiled your birthday? It wont happen again ever, serious shit. Hee. :D Thats all I guess? As mentioned in my text, youre really a great friend. I didnt know that we can be this rapat, since we both have a different mindsets & thinking. But nevermind eh. And seriously, dont care about what others say or think about you, esp th guys part. You know what you want in life anw. They dont. So just be yourself. And whatever that happened, stay strong cause I know you know that youre way stronger than me. Heee. Okaay, aku nk stop feeling feeling now. Kalau kau touched, biase jugak. Tengok sape yg tulis. HAHAHA. Kay, kidding. Ni aku tulis from th bottom of my heart tau. Aku post pn aku senyum sndiri bile teringat balek. Hahaha, what a memory. And though we're busy with our lives now & not as rapat as before, rest assured I wont ever forget you. Cause as far as I know, youre one of th greatest friend that Ive ever had. Sayang kau many many. :D Nothing can take away th times & memories we shared. ♥ Labels: Birthday, Cause I remember, hajar, jurongsec, Things that I missed
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 Discovering that our room is in a great mess, we decided to do some cleaning which took us arnd 4 hours. Imagine th mess eh? Hahahah. Still, worth it cause now our room is very clean. We also tuka th position of almost everything. Its nice now. Me likey alotey. :D I finally talked to kambeng after such a long time, Im a good cousin just now & my gay child is fucking irritating. Serious shit. :P Labels: whatever you like
Monday, March 22, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010 Didnt sleep th whole night yesterday. Thanks to th excruciating pain caused by my gums. My gum was swelling & I swear th pain was fucking unbearable. Imagine enduring it since 12 plus AM. Like whathefuck. I only get to sleep at arnd 6 plus in th morning, when th pain had finally decreased. Even so, it wasnt a peaceful sleep cause theres still pain. But whatever. Nevertheless, thank you to those who were there teman-ing me. Sorry kalau menyusahkan eh. {: In th morning, went to th dentist with swollen eyes, only to be given pills to relieve th pain. -.- Yes, I did cried. I cant tahan pain okaay. So what? And th dentist was fucking rude. What a prangai seh. Also, can do nth much since there was an infection. So just have to wait till da baek, then can decide if I wanna keep it or just cabot it.  I had to take this much pills every 8 hours, 3 times a day. I cant even swallow 1 fucking pill. How am I suppose to even take all these? FML. -_- Living up to my name which is stubborn, I guess I wont makan it. Whatever will be, will be laa ye. Toodloons.
Friday, March 19, 2010 I dont wish to be tied down with commitments or whatsover for now. So give me some space / freedom & let me do whatever I want for th time being. If nothing goes wrong, I'll come back to you in 5 years' time. {: P/S Provided youre willing to wait & if your feelings for me still remains. Labels: Havent I Always Loved You?
Thursday, March 18, 2010 How to show / tell someone that you care? Hah. I seriously have no idea how to do so. Pathetic much? Yes, I think. :/ Labels: random
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 Yeayo. Cuzzy muzzy will be discharged today. Macam siang gitu eh. Hahaha. I only get to visit her pat hospital once only. Jauh nk mampos seh. Sape mau pi layan? Hahahah. Klau dekat hari hari org visit pn tk psl. Boleh teman Ez eh bile Ez bored. Heh. :P Anw, wishing you a speedy recovery. Cepat cepat baek eh. Nnt kite boleh enjoy mcm dulu. & ingat tk kite pnye plan bile Kin da 18 nnt? *kening updown* Hahaha. Okaay da, faster faster. Kalau da pat rumah pn nnt org boleh visit. Hee. See you when I see you. :D Labels: get well soon
Monday, March 15, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010     Just a quick update. Out with Hajar & Lydia last thursday. I swear I missed them. Look how much Lydd have changed? Minahrep sejati dok. Hahahah. Just chillex pat Cathay Starbucks & did some catching up. Most were Lydd's story laa obviously. Interesting sungguh. Hahah. Then head to Istana Park there to just duduk duduk again & storytelling again sume. Arnd 6 plus gitu, off we go. Hopefully, there will be another time like this. Yg ni jumpe mcm skejap gitu eh. Aiyoi. :/ Ohya, gambar bile aku free aku kasi kay? Sumpah aku busy. Hee. My cousin was hospitalised cause _________. And Idk why, Im just frustrated when I heard that side of th story. Serious shit seh. Nevertheless, wishing you a speedy recovery. Org visit soon kay? Sila sabar menanti. :D Will be kinda busy for now. Anything just calling calling / texting texting. Kalau tkd number, pndai pndai kay? Hahaha. Toodloons moodloons peepos. Labels: I like
Sunday, March 07, 2010 All Ive got are these photographs I remember when I used to make you laugh I dont wanna be stuck in th past But youre all that I have that I had And I dont wanna lose what we built this far This is me & you, youre my superstar Im not suppose to miss you. But I just did. :/
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