Monday, May 23, 2011“Forget the guy that doesn’t care for you, the guy that cheats on you, uses you for sex and denies it. The guy that abandons you for his friends and the guy that dumped you because he ‘was sick of it’. Forget the guy that puts you last and the guy that calls you when it’s convenient for him. Forget the guy that calls you cute and pretty, instead of beautiful. Forget the guy that puts you down, that isn’t proud of you, that competes with you. Forget the guy that won’t take no for an answer, and the guy that makes you cry yourself to sleep. Forget the guy that gets with other girls, that hurts you ‘unintentionally’, yet does it time and time again. Forget the guy that calls you begging for forgiveness, he isn’t worth it. Forget the guy that you can’t trust, forget the guy that has made months of your life miserable. Forget the guy that you had to listen to complain about other girls when you were in love with him. Forget the guy that ruined your other relationships. Forget the guy that makes you wait for him. Forget the guy that ‘doesn’t want a relationship’ when you know he just doesn’t want you. Forget the guy that thinks of someone else while you’re thinking of him. Forget the guy that lies every day. Forget the guy that doesn’t know how to love you. Forget the guy you can’t forgive. Forget the guy that made it clear he could forget about you.” - Tumblr Labels: Makes sense
Sunday, May 22, 2011 I hope you'll be fine. Do whatever you want. Just take good care of yourself & keep yourself alive. Thats all Im asking from you. Because all I know is, Im just not ready to really lose you. You always leave and I know you will come back, but what if youre never coming back one day? Not because you want to, but because you have no choice and theres nothing that you can do about it. Because its all written. Because life is unpredictable. That, Im unprepared. And I know that I will never be. Accident for th third time already? Youre scaring me. Labels: dont wanna lose my love
Friday, May 20, 2011 Done with my graduation, like finally. Tiring week, despite th fact that Im working for only like 2 1/2 days. Haha. Nevertheless, nothing interesting happening in my life right now. Just gonna distract myself from everything with work & several upcoming events that have been planned. Woo, gonna be busy I guess? Hopefully, it will work this time round. But then again, I honestly have to admit. Despite all th mistreatments & everything, at th end of th day, its still him that I think about & I miss. But does it even matter? I know its contradicting, but feelings are still feelings. Or maybe, Im just missing th memory of him. Nothing more than that. Well, I really dont know & dont wish to know anything either. Just let go of the things that make you sad. Its the simplest way to stay happy. (: Youre lucky if your memory remains.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011Gonna give exactly what you deserve.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
And I guess Ive been holding on to a dead love all these while. I dont know what to say anymore. I keep saying th same stuffs about knowing what I deserve and what Im gonna do, etc. But I never did walk th talk. I didnt leave like how I said I wanted to. I just cant. You keep coming back no matter how many times you may slip away and I keep letting you in no matter how many times I said I wouldnt. And whats new now? I sound like a broken record. And fact is, Im just nothing special to him. This sucks. x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x  Anyway, was browsing through my pics just now. They are indeed, very much missed. Time passes by so quickly. Hope to see them pretty soon, other than Ain whom I see every working days. Hoho. [: Labels: It hurts so bad
Thursday, May 12, 2011 How I wished things would have happened so differently. I tried to save it so many times, but you still couldnt see. Its just unfair how a small misunderstanding can cause you to be so unreasonable. You didnt even try to understand whatever that Im trying to say. Youre still as egoistic as ever. Well, whats new? Surely I dont deserve to be treated this way. No one deserves it. And you should know, Im only human. I have feelings too. I dont want to try anymore. I need to save my heart. Labels: It hurts so bad
Wednesday, May 11, 2011For better or worst, I'll be there. Labels: Havent I Always Loved You?
Monday, May 02, 2011 So, I shall update about whatever that I can remember still. Haha. Went to KL last week I think? Or was it 2 weeks ago? Shall not elaborate that much cause I doubt I can even remember what happened anyway. Theres always pictures in my facebook that will tell you what actually happened, etc, though obviously not everything is there. Haha. So yeah. 4D3N at Kuala Lumpur with cousins, aunts, uncles & siblings. Reached KL around close to 4 am, watch TV then sleep. Th next morning, checked into AnCasa hotel & off we go to lunch. Had lunch at Kenny Rogers & shopped at Mid Valley Mall. At night, head to Petaling Street for another round of shopping. Sister & I had "spa" session in th bathtub together. Haha, so fun! Nothing much on th first day cause we basically did shopping only. Hehe. Th following day, spent th whole afternoon at Sunway Lagoon. Very fun! But kinda wasted cause we didnt swim / play in th water. But doesnt really matter. Rode on almost all th rides there & I love them all. Hahaha. Such a waste that th big roller coaster is under maintenance. If not, all rides completed. When we were about to go home, it started to rain & thankfully, we werent that drenched cause it only started to rain very heavily when we reached th shopping mall there. So yeah. Bus-ed back to th hotel & just lepak, while waiting for aunts & uncles to come back from their round of shopping at Masjid India. Meanwhile, sister and I had our own personal rounds of bathtub-ing again. So fun. Hehe. At night, another round of shopping at Petaling Street again. Shopping spree~ Woowee. Last but not least, packed all our things & had breakfast before th last round of shopping at Mydin's th next morning. Not really shopping, but just bought some souvenirs for some people. Head to th bus terminal at idk where. But th bus terminal so big! Like airport already. Hahaha. Around 4 gitu, board th bus & off we go. Back to Spore. Hoho. Wish can stay longer but what to do, its only for 4 days. But better than nth right? Haha. So yeah, thats about it, basically. Lazy to elaborate in details. Hehe. Really enjoyed it. {: Pictures can be found in facebook. x x x x x x x x x x x x  Advanced birthday surprise on Tuesday by friends. Kinda expected la actually. Hehe. So yeah, was blindfolded by Ateeqs & Dayana from Clementi, all th way till West Coast Park. Thank god my ezlink fare was low, so we had to cab there. Buat malu je naek bus blindfolded. Heh. I guess I made a fool of myself, waving at random people that I cant see. Then again, who cares anyway. Not as though they know who I am. Hahaha. After such a long walk at West Coast Park, reached th place where th rest of th people are & tada, birthday cake for me! Hehe. Like pathetic eh, 19 years Ive lived, that was th first time that I actually get to blow th candle from a birthday cake. Tsk, I know right. Damn pathetic lor, haha. Then again, they used th "cant blow off" kind of candles, so I had to actually blow it many times. But doesnt make any difference anyway cause I had to wait until th candle go off by itself. Still, thanks anyway! Hee~ Eating session after that. Nothing much though. Haha. Still, thank you for th celebration & wishes & everything. Very much appreciated. :D Last but not least, out with Syafiq on Saturday. Movie session & had dinner at Wendy's. Watched Fast & Furious 5 and I guess th movie was not bad la. Thanks for th day okay budak masai! Haha. Me likey also. Feeling feeling pi dating, padahal tkd pape pn. Heh. Shopping @ Bugis with Ain on Sunday. Shopping maha shopping lor, since we got our pat earlier than we expected. So yeah. Kinda tiring, but was worth it I guess? Thanks for th night & th company eh. [: In other words, everything was great! Me likey many many. Great week I guess? Woowee. Shall stop here for now. May th following weeks be as good. Hehehe. Goodnight people. Labels: Birthday, Havent I Always Loved You?, KL |
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