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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

My day | Go to post


First & foremost, happy belated 18th birthday to me! Hehehe, boleh eh wish diri sndiri? But whatever. Like finally gitu Im 18 right. Yay much? Heheheh.
:D
Not to forget, thanks to all th people who had wished me, be it through text / facebook / twitter / tagged / call / in person & whichever way possible. Really, thanks alot. Appreciate it very much.
Also, happy birthday to all th people who had th same birthdate as me! We same same nyeh? Hahahaha.

Thanks for th takoyaki & th birthday card, Shiykin.
Anyway, watched Shutter Island with Syafiq yesterday, after school. Thanks for th movie treat & th company. You saved my day! Hahah, I know you know aje nyeh.
& thanks to Ateeqs for th cake just now. Yummeh tahap max nyah. Hahahah.
:D

Idk what else to say. Thats all for now.
Toodloons peepos.
:D

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Sunday, April 25, 2010

& I hope that you do love me too | Go to post

Cause I gave my heart to you.

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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

TAN JIA WEN'S BIG DAY | Go to post


Happy 19th birthday to Tan Jiawen!
:D
Hope you like th big card that we've done for you. Sorry if th celebration wasnt that interesting. And hope that you like it though. Hahaha.
Anyway, may you have a great life ahead. What I wanna say are already written in that big card. So I guess nth much to write here? Hee. Nevertheless, enjoys baybeh.
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17:56

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Sigh | Go to post

I am very sad.
:'(

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14:36

Friday, April 16, 2010

Another legal | Go to post


Happy 18th birthday to Lydd.
:D
Stay happy happy & dont get yourself into trouble. Takecare anw & do enjoy life.
Heee.

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16:50

Irritating bastard | Go to post

Late at night yesterday, I received a text from an unknown number & obviously hes a stranger. Apparently, this guy was trying to make friends with me & I wasnt interested, obviously. Sejak bile laa aku layan kan part part number tk knal. Unfortunately, he was damn persistent & just annoys th shit out of me. Idk whats my purpose of typing all these, but heres th convo.

G: Hey,ni ain eh?
A: Ni sape pulak.
G: Ni Aeed,i saw tis survey paper a few weeks ago..so i wonder can i get to noe u?
A: Oh sorry, i dont entertain strangers. Esp people who took my number from wherever & i dont even know them. Heh.
G: Jus make frens only.
A: Im not friendly.
G: Btw ur number is on the bus too..
A: I dont care? Not as if i will entertain right. Nice try anyway.
G: Ko tanam ah diri kao..haha.
A: Boleh, bile aku da mati nnt aku tanam kay. (: Tkd kene mengene dgn kau pn, so tkmo sebok.
G: Eh pale puki,puki kao bao ke tk?
A: Hahaha, ape hal nk maki maki? Please get a life.
G: I have a life n i need u in my lyfe..can?
A: You called that having a life? Youre making a joke or what? Hah, stop all these bullshit kay. Seriously, go get a life.
G: Hu r u to say i dun hav a life.
A: Exactly. So who th fuck do you think you are, texting me all these bullshit when its clear that im not interested? Simply shows that you dont have much life right, till you have to take my number from wherever you got it. True enough? -.- I seriously dont need all these crap, thanks.
G: Lek ah..tkle biken kwn pe?
A: Part part mane kau tk phm yg aku tk interested?
G: Tkde aku nk ko interested nan kao.
A: So typical. Again, tk interested. Nice try.
G: Bt i wan to try till i get u.
A: Im not smth that you can get, please. If th other party isnt interested, its alrdy half th chance gone. So tanam aje hasrat kau yg tkkn tercapai ye. Anw, youre really wasting my time. Say what you want kay, i dont care.
G: Bt i care..tk bgos sombong2.
G: Its nt as if im a bad guy or wad..nk uat kwn pn tkle.
A: I didnt say that you are. I DONT WANT, phm?
G: Tell me y u dont want.
A: None of your concern.
G: U gt facebook?
A: No. Eh ppd low laa, bye.
G: Btw i lyke girls of ur kind..bcos u won go being frens wit stranger..tats good..so we should noe each other more..its okae to noe each other right?
A: If you notice, youre a stranger too. So you should know what to expect right? And please keep on dreaming cause it will never happen.
G: Hmm..im seriously getting to lyke ur way..for today gdnyte..bt i wont stop till i get to noe u..bt atleast tell me where ur staying.
G: It will happen..u won noe what will happen in the future right..wad is it tat makes u so unfriendly?
A: Th existance of irritating people like you who dont understand simple english.
G: Ya coz im malay..btw where ur skooling?
A: Doesnt mean that you cant understand english. None of your business. Youre fucking annoying, serious shit. Thats it, happy wasting your time. (:
G: Biken kwn pn salah ehk?.
G: Gdnyte.

Another irritating bastard.
-__-

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16:10

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Youre just a feeling I let go | Go to post


It was only just now that I realised how very much Ive missed him, since we have not met ever since I went to KL. Yes, I was th one who dont want to do so. Abeh nk banyak bunyi ape hal kn? But whatever, I have my reasons for not wanting to do so anyway.
Thought everythings gonna be fine, but just now turns out to be a waste of time. Yes, you fucking waste my time! I know I was irritating just now but Idk why, th sight of you just irritates th shit out of me after I know about that smth. You may not feel anything about it, but Im fucking embarrassed okay?! Just where th fuck is your sense of shame? You may be proud of it, but Im not at all. Its not even smth to be happy / proud about in th first place okaay.
& anyway, good to know that just now will be th last time we're meeting. Its confirmed that whatever problem / misunderstanding that we had cant be resolved, cause all you ever do is run away from it. Kental eh? But whatever, its over anyway. I really hope that I can not care about anything that has got to do with you anymore since you dont even care about all these shit that have been bothering me. Sometimes I wonder, why am I so stupid to even care? Meanwhile, all you ever do is act like theres nothing wrong or whatsoever, when you yourself know that theres so many problem between us. Then again, whatever. I wont care anymore, I hope.

I can see that Ive changed too, from th way that I talked to you just now. Very rude eh? Hah, sorry about it anyway. Im feeling kinda frustrated now, but I dont even know why. Aiyoh, forget it.
As much as I want us to be together again in th future, I know that will never happen again. Thanks to both our fucking ego & anything else that has got to do with it. Maybe youre just not meant to be mine. Therefore, Im really letting you go this time. I know this makes no sense, since we're not even in a relationship in th first place. But only we knew how we felt about each other right? So, whatever to all those people who will have comments about this shit. And I remember about us having a deal that we can do whatever we like & whatever shit from now till 5 years' time. So, all these werent suppose to affect me right? But I have no idea why somehow, it still does. Yet again, whatever? Hah.
I cant seem to type anything else now though theres lots on my mind. I guess thats all for now.
Takecare, toodloons. Thanks for everything anyway.
& tkmo nk step mane pnye hotstuff, pkai baju skola with first / second button unbuttoned eh. Hah.
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Monday, April 12, 2010

Gone | Go to post


WTF! SNOWEE IS DEAD!!!

How can this be? Seriously, Id rather if people took her away if they found her or smth cause at th very least, I know shes still alive. Theres still chances for me to get her back right? But shes really gone now. & I wont get to see her anymore ever again.
I am so fucking sad right now, serious shit. Idk what else to say!

Th only possibility is that she selit through th window & fell to her death. Th person who found her claim that she was bleeding from th mouth & Idk any where else. Asal laa kau degil sangat pi panjat? Da kene kurung buat hal kene kurung laa, aiyoi. See what happened now?
Poor Weewee.
:(
Nevertheless I will miss you alot, gorgeous.
D':
Yes, Im really crying.

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17:01

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Try your hardest to remember | Go to post


& all these, they have no meaning if we cannot find th feeling that we held on to together.
♥ ♥ ♥

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14:18

Friday, April 09, 2010

WeeWee | Go to post
















Dreamt that Ive found Snowee back last night. But then, its just a dream. Nyett~
Sedih sungguh. Faster come back!
D:

I miss Snowee many many!
Boo!

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14:27

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

I cant read your mind | Go to post


Cause th worst thing is loving someone who doesnt love you back.
I think you do, but I need you to say it.

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12:58

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

- | Go to post

Can you?

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14:50

Boo! | Go to post


Boo.
Im back obviously. Hahaha, will do proper update when Im rajin ye. Malas sungguh nk update now.
Pi fb, check gmbr aje pn cantik.
Heheheh.
:D


I feel so sad cause my cat Snowee is missing.
Idk what th hell happened / how th fuck did she managed to escape from th toilet, when she was actually locked in th toilet with windows & doors closed, with 2 other cats.
Sedih man. Of all cat, why you? Naughty seh.
Then now Idk how to start searching for her. Dahlaa meow pelan. Nmpk org tk kenal takot. Even if she fell, conferm orang da pungut. Sape tknk pure persian kn?
Aiyoi. Im so gonna miss disturbing her & make her angry.
:/
Whoever yang jumpe / nmpk, return boleh?

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10:20

Thursday, April 01, 2010

- | Go to post


Hello wello.
Im off to KL for 3 days, as of tomorrow. Will update once Im back.
Dont miss me eh.
:P

I will trust no one today cause its April Fool. Hahahah, happy trying fooling people ye. Lame shit.
Yayness, da April yaw. Which means, my birthday is coming soon.
But not that soon laa actually cause its at th end of th month. But tkpe, Im just being optimistic.
\m/

& to all those people who is / were / are having / will have trouble or problems in their relationship, tkmo stress stress. Things will be better soon. I know Im being seriously random here but ya, just cheer up eh. Hopefully, everything will be fine for you people
Hahah, thats all for now.
Enjoys~
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