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Sunday, February 28, 2010

:D | Go to post

Yeayo.
Supposedly 4oth.
I know youre not mine or vice versa, & we're not together. Nevertheless, I still love you.
(:

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12:58

Saturday, February 27, 2010

True | Go to post



If youre going to fall in love with me, its only fair that you know what youre falling in love with.
Youre falling in love with my insecurities & my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.
Youre falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved & appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy.
You fall in love with my troubled past & my hopes and dreams, & how Im a hopeless romantic at heart.
If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate & all my imperfections & my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, youre also falling in love with th way my eyes will smile when Im with you, th way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day.
Youre falling in love with th occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and th way I blush when people ask me about you.
But to me, th most important thing will be that youre falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.
:D

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18:43

Yayness | Go to post


Boo.
Im finally done with all th assignment for this term. Sumpah, it was very memenatkn. Serious shit. Didnt thought it would be this leceh seh.
But now, just have to start on my revision cause exams are coming up. Lepas tu, holiday!
Cant wait for it cause da ade plans yaw.
:D

Thats all for now.
Will update next time when Im free. Heheh.

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17:03

Monday, February 22, 2010

Alaaa. | Go to post



Been having headaches & migraine recently.
Pain.
=(

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19:31

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Woohoo. | Go to post


Boo.
Had a project discussion yesterday, for th lifeskills project. So, my group had a meeting & we're supposed to be at City Hall by 12. But standard jugak, I was late. Hahaha, at 121o then I go out. Hebat eh? Heheh.
Th guys were late too, cause they went town to beli baju first. So, whatever lorr.
Wont elaborate much on th process of carik barang cause mmg tk perlu.

Ate pat Mac & stuffs.
Then went to arcade & played Daytona. Best or what? Hahah. But I didnt win cause my car asyik terbalek je. Sedih man. But nvm.
Lpas tu, lepak-ed at Marina steps jap. Arnd 5 plus gitu, off we go.
Th guys went to Bugis I think to meet up with th rest. Shayna went back & I went to town dgn pkaian yg sungguh selekeh. Hahaha, but whatever.

Town-ing with Hidhir & Suren, cause Hidhir wanna send his lappy for repair. Lpas tu went makan & window shopping. Nth much laa actually.
Arnd 9 plus ke 1o, rushed to Pioneer cause Hidhir ade hal.
Unfortunately, I cant elaborate / say much here cause Ive promised him not to. And if I did, I will get kejar-ed by pontianak if I went back home alone. Hahaha, sape nk seh. So, whatever ye. Heheheh. Still, kau chill aje laa ye no matter what.
After his problems were solved, lepak-ed jap. Arnd 1 plus gitu, I went back cause mate da tkle carry. Smpai rumah tros KO. Nyehahah.
Thats all yaw.

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10:55

Friday, February 19, 2010

Heee :D | Go to post




Yeayo.
Didnt sleep th whole night + morning yesterday, thanks to th lesson plan. Hahah, my fault anyway cause suke buat bnde last minute kn. Amek kau.
But whatever, its over anyway. Heee.

So, lepak-ed with my primary school peeps pat PM & did th lesson plan thingy at th same time.
Meanwhile, they played Taiti while waiting for me to finish my assignment. Around 2 plus gitu, Im finally done with it. So, just play some card games with them to kill time.
We also played some abusive game, which caused my finger to be abit swollen. Thanks to Hidhir's super hard jentik. Saket tau. -.-
Maen pnye maen, tk sedar da kol 5.3o pagi. So, rushed home cause I need to siap to get ready for school. Da semangat sume, end up tk pi skola cause tertido. Hahah, mcm phm je siap cepat cepat.
Nevertheless, I did go to school around 12 plus gitu cause need to submit some form & th lesson plan. Sanggup eh? Heee.

After that, trained to Cathay cause Syafiq ajak tengok wayang. Da knpe dgn die pn idk. Mcm phm je tknk contact lagi. Hahahah.
Watched Valentines Day. Was okaay laa I guess? Not that bad. Heee.
Bus-ed home from there. Then just lepak.
Naseb baek jumpe nari cause kalau tk, da 1 week kite tk jumpe tau. Sedih or what? Nyehahah.

Thats all I guess? Busy week(s) coming up yaw.
Toodloons.

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22:34

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Whatever & whatever | Go to post


Im sorry sometimes I get a little jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could.
I guess its my insecurities acting up.
Because I know that Im not th prettiest, smartest or most fun & exciting girl.
But I do know that no matter how long & hard you look,
you'll never find somebody that loves you like I do.
[:

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14:20

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

HEART PAIN | Go to post



And you said, "I promise I wont come back to you. "

Thanks.
& I thought you were th best part of me.
:/

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18:52

CNY Balek kampung! | Go to post

WARNING.
Long post & lots of pictures.
If you think you cant endure till th end, dont read kay? Hahahah.

Yeayo.
As mentioned previously, went to Malaysia to balek kampung. Thought tknk pegi, but nevermind laa. Pegi aje since boleh tahan ramai pegi, then mcm best gitu. Heheheh.
Arnd 1o plus malam gitu, off we go. Naek Cik Isa's car. He hantar we all go there.

Wasnt that sure what time we reached kampung, cause I was sleeping in th car I think. No wonder tk ingat pape kn? Hahah.
Nothing much laa I guess, cause I was damn sleepy alrdy. Thanks to th assignments before that which makes me deprived of sleep. I think I feel asleep while watching Pisau Cukur cause when I woke up, its alrdy morning. Tadaaa~
Hahaha. Lame pnye budak.

Th next morning also nth much. Bangun, watch TV then I sleep back. Panas to th max laa, tkle angkat. While I was sleeping, these mangkoks sempat memekak pat sebelah & amek gambar. Dasar tkd keje. Heheh.










Mat Malaysia! Hahah.

I wokeup few hours later cause got ice cream man dtg. Then I also want. Heheh.
A few of them went to dunno where to buy barang steamboat.
And some time later, th rest pn sampai.
Malam, we people steamboat-ing. Yeah! Happy tengok-ing.
:D


Anaqi & th mummeh




Fuhh, nenek posing.

Th pompans


With Cik Aini (:










Kiud kn ni Doratul?
:D

Aca bawak motor. Tak fair!




Anaqy Izz!
He cries whenever I look at him. Hahahaha.

" Aynn makan ayam steamboat. Ooo.. SEDAPPP! "

" Mat Noh berjiwang atas motor "

" Minah minah masak "

" Cik Wan makan sayur. Macam kambeng "

" Abang sachok panggang jagung "

" Makcik(s) & nenek berehat "
Idk why my nenek face become lembu. Hahahaha!

Done with th steamboat thingy, watched Santau.
Not as seram as I thought it would be. Maybe because tengok ramai ramai kot? Hahaha.
But overall, was okaay laa.
Rmai tdo when th crite abes & a group of them maen card ke ape nta pat balcony situ.
I sleep ofcourse. Mate cannot carry. Weak eh Aynn? Hahaha.


Th next day, nth much also.
Helped with th painting of th walls & stuffs. Then just watch TV.
Semakin boring, so joined they all bergambar. AGAIN, I know. Hahahah.


Then ice cream man datang lagi. So, ape lagi? (:
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Kin use Wati phone to amek gambar yg sungguh merepek yet funny. Hahaha, here they are.


Kin + Ez

Aynn + Kin

Kin + Aca




Feeling feeling only.



Kin excited dapat kiss. Hahahah.

Feeling feeling hip hop








At night, went to Cik Lynda's house pat mane nta.
Theres lots of fireworks there. Ohh, feeling feeling V day eh? Hahah.
They kara-okay but I didnt. Know why? Cause Im malu & my confidence level is low.
Hahaha, sedih kn? Whatever aje.
Arnd 11 plus gitu, off we go!

Next morning, also nth much. Every morning nth much laa. Hahaha.
Had breakfast & siap siap to go balek Singapore. Ohyeah.
And this 2 mangkok sempat amek gambar lagi. Kemaruk btol.



Overall, fun. But sedih cause V day was missed. Hahahah. Its not as if I even celebrate it pn kn in th first place? Heheh.
More pics pat Kin's fb. I lazy to upload.
Toodloons yaw.
:D

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17:25

Yours Truly.

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Aynn J, 19.
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