Wednesday, February 03, 2010 Hello. I did not go to school today cause my eyes were fucking swollen from all that stupid crying yesterday night. I dont even know whats wrong with me now. Some said that its obvious that Im kinda down nowadays. I guess I really am? Thanks to all th bullshit that has been happening around me. Ive guess Ive been rather sensitive & extra unreasonable recently. I'll get unhappy over th littlest things & even when I said I wont be, I will. So, whats wrong with me now? As much as I tried to pretend that I dont fucking care about it, I cant. Its very unreasonable of me to even feel this way cause like many have said, its nothing. It doesnt even mean anything at all & on top of that, we're nothing! Youre not even my boyfriend. Im not your girlfriend. So who am I now to feel that way, now that Ive found out about it? I dont even know why I even feel this way. Still, how could you even do this to me when youve told me that Im th one that you love only? =( Sighh. Wont elaborate much cause obviously, its th same old thing. Thankyou g-bestfriend. Thankyou close friend. Thankyou good friend. Thankyou sape sape laa eh. Heh. When will all this bullshit end? & why have I become so weak? D: Labels: Business Of Misery, Can I just dont care?, down, It hurts so bad |
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