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Thursday, July 01, 2010

My Boo ♥ | Go to post


Just got off th phone with Syafiq. I thought he was already asleep, heh. Anyway, please take a good care of yourself & try not to be so careless anymore okay. How are you gonna play rugby if youre so careless & keep injuring yourself? Have a good rest though, since youve been rather tired ever since your attachment starts. Get well soon, so that you'll be as strong as ever. Hahahaha.
& you know that I love you. Have always do.
See you soon.

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23:35

Saturday, February 27, 2010

True | Go to post



If youre going to fall in love with me, its only fair that you know what youre falling in love with.
Youre falling in love with my insecurities & my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.
Youre falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved & appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy.
You fall in love with my troubled past & my hopes and dreams, & how Im a hopeless romantic at heart.
If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate & all my imperfections & my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, youre also falling in love with th way my eyes will smile when Im with you, th way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day.
Youre falling in love with th occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and th way I blush when people ask me about you.
But to me, th most important thing will be that youre falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.
:D

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18:43

Friday, July 17, 2009

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Sometimes I wish we never broke up.
So you can be mine forever.
:D

P/S Why do I love you so much?

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13:10

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

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I miss Syafiq.
Can?
:D

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14:53

Friday, July 10, 2009

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The trip home from school with Syafiq yesterday was a joke.
Hahaha. I didnt know he can be so naive.
LOL!
=P
Still, it was fun laa.
Atleast things were kinda normal between us.
:D

Had somesort a bad hair day this whole week.
Frustrating sungguh!
But nevermind, naseb baek besok da weekend.
So tkya heran sangat pasal rambut.
Nyehahah.
Another boring weekend I guess?

Haiyaaaa.
Theres a spot check next week.
There goes my blue nails.
=(

I dont even know why Im even blogging about this in th first place.
Hahaha.
-.-

P/S You stole my heart.

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21:15

Saturday, July 04, 2009

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I cant read your mind
I need you to say it

Plain and simple
I would give my life to you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
Youre the only one I talk to
Who really knows me
Tells me shows me
That its enough sometimes just to be myself

I dont want nobody else
They don’t understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand

Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything just to know

Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know youre thinking of me
When I cant be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I dont wanna go but boy you gotta let me know

Stop and listen
Its my thoughts calling your name
Screaming out the way I feel
I wish you would do the same
I think you might be on the same border
Same line same page
Im tired
Listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes

I dont want nobody else
They don’t understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Dont let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
If you don’t feel the same
Is everything we have a lie?

Please give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is
Loving someone who doesn’t love you back
I think you do but I need you to say it

I cant read your mind
Tell me from time to time
I need you to say it
Need you to tell me

Let me know you love me
Let me know you care

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16:01

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

:D | Go to post

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Was supposed to go to Victor's house for some bbq with th Figolians yesterday.
But I didnt cause Ive got no cash to topup my ezlink.
Hahaha, sedih kn?
=S

Since Ive got nth to do, decided to play badminton with Syafiq.
Surprisingly, kite same-same pkai baju red & black bottom.
Mcm wahh. Hahaha.
From badminton to volleyball then rugby.
Hahaha, but I didnt play volleyball though.
Cause I dont even know how to in th first place.
Nyahaha.

At around 5 plus, accompanied Syafiq when he went for his jog & fitness training.
Of course I didnt join in.
No reason for me to do so.
Nyehaha.
It dragged till 6.30, end up he didnt go his rugby training.
Huahuahua.
Then, at around 7 plus he sent me home.
:D

Had a good time merepek-ing with Shaaaaaayna & Dayaaaa last night till early morning.
Thanks eh korg, buat aku kekek sorg-sorg mcm bdk biol malam-malam.
Hahahaha.
=P

P/S You're my only.

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10:58

Saturday, June 27, 2009

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Gahhhh!~
Could love you all my life. ^^
Hahaha.

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Projects, projects & more projects.
Hahaha.
Met this budak up here for some of th days.
Thank goodness, this week had been fine.
No stupid fighting or whatsoever.
Weehee, best sungguh. ^^
Okaaay, Idk what else to say.
Nyehahah.
:D

// EDITED //
& Syafiq is a loser because he lost to me 3 times straight in a game of bomberman, AGAIN.
Nyahahaha!

P/S I was just so in love with you. ^^

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23:20

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

LEPAK-ING | Go to post

Love you many-many!
:D

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Today was normal.
School ended at 1o. Gerek or what?
Hahaha. Planned to watch movie but th movie tkd pat Junction 8.
So proceed to Cathay but th movie was M18.
Tak faaaaaaaaair!
So tk dpt tgk lorr.
=(
Jalan-jalan pat Plaza Sing jap.
Then off to Bishan back to meet syg & friends.
Nyehaha!

Hakim & syg waited for me pat Dhoby Ghaut.
Trained to Bishan cause we'll be meeting Aidid. Kawan lame diorg laa kan.
Hakim was my cousin & its weird that only now I can talk to him.
As in we were like strangers th last time despite th fact that we're related by blood.
Now da much better da.
(:


So, waited for arnd 2 hours or less for Aidid to end school.
Lame sungguh.
Lepak-ed at somewhere near Bishan.
Nothing much laa actually, other than th guys cathing up with one another about all that they've missed out.
Macam best gitu ade 'reunion' between them.
Hahaha!
Not long after that, off we go!
:D

P/S Sayang kamu! (:

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19:25

Thursday, May 28, 2009

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Its the 28th of the month, again.
177th day.
Supposedly 30 months.
=/

P/S Can we be mended?

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23:45

Monday, May 25, 2009

School | Go to post

Sherien / Aynn / Din

Aynn / Hazmi

Aynn / Din

Had fun during ECD just now cause we were supposed to make dough.
Hahhaa!
Seriously fun laa seh.
(:
Today's day wasnt that boring.
Despite th fact that we had long hours in school, its still not that boring compared to some other days in school.
Kalau hari-hari gitu macam kn best.
Nyahaha!
:D

Had to finish up Ms Pearl's assignment sooon since the dateline is coming.
Nahh matilaa, leceh seh.
=/
Hopefully, saye boleh buat yeeee.


P/S I never want to let you go.

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22:13

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Jemputan | Go to post

Anaqy Izz & Aynn

Had jemputan just now.
Damn tiring seh since I was one of the kendarats.
Still, nothing much laa.
Most of the para jemputan were old people.
Boring sungguh. Hehehe!
Anyway, finally saw Khairul Hisham just now.
Hes not that bad laa, seriously.
But Shikin mcm belo gitu. Da bagos die turun, Shikin run away.
Hahah, malu laa kan.
Then KH was like kesian. Da penat-penat dtg, tetap tk dpt jumpe Kin.
Macam buat wasted trip gitu.
-.-
But still, can see how very much he wants to see her laa.
Nyahaha!
Tkpe eh, 1 day conferm korang dapat jumpe lagik.
:D

P/S How could you? =(

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20:52

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Stuffs | Go to post

Ikomang's Farewell

First, gooodbye to Ikomang.
Thanks so much for all th guidance & good times you have provided all this while.
Hope that you will get what you want in life & be happy in Indon yeah?
Do come back here kalau duit da banyak.
Nyahaha!
:D

Okaaay, obviously I havent been updating.
So much things have happened but Im just plain lazy to update.
Hahaha, like seriously.
-.-
I cant really remember what happened few days back.
But just now, went to watch movies with Ateeqs after school.
We watched Fireball : Muay Thai Dunk.
Hahaha, its really really goood.
Like seriously. Must watch tau! Surely wont regret.
:DDD

Okaay, Im done here.
(:

P/S You said move on. Where do I go?

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22:06

Saturday, May 16, 2009

^^ | Go to post

Aku rindu kau boleh tak?
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Aku tebiat tapi belom nak mampos.
Out of th blue, I felt insecure.
Nyaaaah, I know I shouldnt be feeling this way in th first place.
But what to do? Its out of my control.
=/
Go away can?

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22:46

Saturday, May 02, 2009

5 Months Without YOU | Go to post


Cepat sungguh time jalan.
Unknowingly, its been 5 months since we broke up.
Yes, 5 fcuking months. Yet Im still not over him a single bit.
Nahh matilaa, great or what?
-.-
Can you believe it? This means that Ive been single for 5 months.
Nyahaha!
:D
How time flies.
And yes, its time to get over him.
( Hahaha, tu je aku cakap tapi tak buat-buat pun. )
Hehehe!

Anyway, was supposed to go to BoonLay for th rewang thingy.
But Im lazy, obviously.
So here I am. Hahaha!
Tkpelaa eh, besok pn ade pe.
Th real day somemore. So, no big deal hor.
{:
Woohoo!

P/S 151 days since we're not together anymore.

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16:57

Saturday, March 28, 2009

28th, AGAIN / Earth Hour | Go to post

Happy supposedly 29th.
=/
Aiyaaa, how time flies.
Today is th 116th day after our break up.
Hahaha, lets see how long I will take to really really get over him aite?
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Anyway,
It's not about which country you're from;
It's about which planet you're from.

"If there was an election between earth & global warming,
Who would you vote for?
This year, the world's first global election is taking place.
It's an election between planet earth, and global warming.
Your light switch, is your vote.
And we want one billion votes for earth.
Because a healthy planet is the one thing that makes everybody happy
.I'm voting earth for my future generation.
Because together, we can make sure that global warming is no match for our planet.
So vote earth, by switching off your lights for one hour.
And join the world for an hour.
Because every vote counts."
-Courtesy of youtube

REMINDER:
Kindly switch off your light on 2030-2130 to give your vote.
It's an election between your home, or global warming.
I'm sure all of you are considerate and wants the best for yourself, and others.
Switch off the lights, for a healthy future.
I'm doing my part, are you joining me and the rest others around the world?

Save all of us, from global warming.
For once, everyone is a superhero.
Help raise the awareness by copy-and-pasting this whole chunk of post to your blog and forward it to your friends!
TYVM!
:D

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14:27

Yours Truly.

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Aynn J, 19.
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