Sunday, December 27, 2009 Went to ICA building pagi pagi to collect passport, since didnt managed to do so th day before. Everything went smooth, except for Shiykin's cause she forgot to bawak IC. So, terpakse kene patah balek to amek, then go back there again which she did, but with Faezah th next time round. Meanwhile, stayed at home till arnd 2 plus. Had a plan of going out with Syahidin & friends, with Shiykin coming along. Met them at Outram & stuffs, then head to Vivo. They ate & stuffs, then walked to Sentosa. If I knew they're gonna go there, I'll just pakai shorts. Hahah. But whatever, da lpas pn. Did nothing much. Just camwhored siket aje. Then arnd 7 plus gitu, Shiykin & I head home cause need to balek kampong. Whereas, they went to idk where. Good day. (: And th quite sadding part is, smth bad happened & I dont how to react to it. Planned to take earpiece from Syafiq & he waited for me at Outram Park platform. And I guess th bad part was that he saw me coming up with them & thus, he was unhappy about it. Obviously, I didnt get to pinjam his earpiece & he mintak balek his stuffs that was with me at that point of time. This had happened many times & by right, I should get used to all this right? But idk why, I just feel sad that all these happened. Which part of th sentence doesnt he understand, that Im just going out with a group of friends? Simply shows th level of trust he had in me & stuffs. Sighhhh. Sedih sungguh. D: What you texted me when I was away was really tk perlu. Thanks eh, you just want to hurt me.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 1. Childrens event last friday was fun. 2. Th soccer match was okaay. 3. I had difficulty sleeping on Saturday, cause my imagination was running wild like fuck. 4. Th thingy at Science Centre last sunday was okaay, but kinda tiring. Fun at th same time laa kn. 5. I like face painting. 6. Get to jmpe Syafiq like finally on Sunday. But end up gaduh. 7. Nothing special happened on Monday in school. 8. I slept from 5 ptg till 6.3o am, out of boredom. 9. School ended early on Tuesday. 1o. Spent th time after school with Syafiq, unplanned. 11. Gaduh again, cause im purposely being difficult. Heh. 12. My sister & I were both moodless, because of guys. 13. Had fun otp-ing with them, including my sister. 14. No earpiece to school = boredom 15. I am summarising everything cause Im fucking lazy to blog panjang panjang can? Done yaw. :D Labels: fun, School, Your Words Felt Like A Knife
Thursday, November 12, 2009 LET YOU GO. & I dont know if I like it without you. =/ Labels: Your Words Felt Like A Knife
Saturday, March 07, 2009Sigh. Ive really lost you completely this time. D; Nevertheless ; Yes, I will forget you. Yes, I will try my hardest to get over you / move on. Yes, we'll anggap each other as like strangers if we were to bump into each other. Yes, I'll pretend I dont know you. Yes, I wont contact you anymore. Yes, you suck. Yes, Im th dumb-est girl ever. Yes, you did it again. No, I wont come in between you two. No, I dont really mean what Ive said yesterday although I claim I do. No, I dont hate you. No, Im not perfect just because I have parents. No, Im not rich just because I have parents. No, I dont gloat over people's misery. No, I dont kutuk / hina / pandang rendah people who have th same problem as you. No, ure not th worst guy ever BUT ure not the best either. {: No, you dont know what Im feeling. No, its not suppose to hurt this way. And no, Im not happy. So whatever / whatsoever / whoever , please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, give me all th strength that I need please? =( Anyway, much thanks to Ateeqs mambang gstring rambut mangkuk for being there. Hahaha! & yes, you lost. xD Ohya, if you find this post annoying / irritating / mepek / whatsoever, theres smth that I really wanna tell you. Sumpah, tk menyusahkan aku langsung! :D P/S Im longing for words to describe how Im feeling. Labels: Your Words Felt Like A Knife |
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