"Whats th point of loving someone, if you cant give your all to her, and make her happy? And to be there for her whenever she needs it?"

Whats th point of you being arnd, when you cant even be there for me when I needed someone th most? To be able to entertain all my silly yet ridiculous thoughts & imagination, as well as insecurities about anyth and everyth? You are so distant. I can have you by my side, but deep down, it feels like youre just so far. Because youre only arnd when youre physically are, and when we're far, you literally are. Sucks isnt it?

You told me that I had an attitude. But do you know where this "attitude" came from? Its from all th insecurities, th doubts not clarified, intuition and expectations. Clearly, you just dont care or even bother about what or how Im feeling because youve never asked. Even when I started to pour out whatever shit that Im feeling inside, most of th time, there'll be no replies from you. Am I supposed to settle for this? Having to go through these on my own, when Im supposed to have "someone" by my side? And you, are th someone who I couldnt even confide in, nor can I share whatever shit that has been happening in my life. Someone who is not even interested to even know about anyth or whatever thats on my mind. And someone whos just isnt there, when I needed him th most. So, if this is how youre gonna be, then whats th point of you being around? Its th same as me, being alone.

Ive ever promised myself that he'll get just one last chance. Fuck up, out you go.

Because clearly, he would rather end this shit, than to tolerate all my nonsense. He decided.

Probably, this is th time.