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Tuesday, December 27, 2011

I dont understand you. | Go to post

Just last night, you told me that you wanted us to be just friends. Nothing more. Which I believed, that you have been telling me since I dont know when, but just that my mind couldnt really process that info or probably, I just dont want to accept th fact. Yes, that was harsh. Th truth hurts, but its okay. I thought, we should probably do it your way. Maybe we would have discover something different then. So with that, I thought, I should probably treat you th same way as I did to any other. Th same level of attention. In other words, youre no longer a priority. Well, Im just a friend to anyway, right? Therefore, a friend I shall be.
Anyway, I decided to be honest & tell you that I went jogging with my sister's friend just now, which happens to be a guy. Not that hes someone that I just knew or whatever. Hes my younger sibling's schoolmate, as well as my ITE mate. And not to forget, hes attached as well. Not as though I dont know my limit. He is just a friend. Period.
Your reaction. I dont know if I should be mad or surprised or aloof about it. You sounded rather unhappy I guess, since you hung up on me a couple of times though Ive called again and again. Texts werent even replied, so I think youre mad, yes? Haha. And based on that reaction, I assume youre just jealous then, which is kinda a happy thing for me because it simply shows that you still care. Honest, I was confused with everything but I guess action speaks louder than words. Still, Im glad you didnt ignore me completely because if you do, its really unreasonable of you to do so. Im just a friend, afterall. You wanted this. So why th jealousy / insecurities, if theres even any? Still, whatever.

Youre so fickle-minded. Make up your mind.

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Yours Truly.

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Aynn J, 19.
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