Just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to love you, doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have.

Didnt really have a good Monday morning. Head was hurting so bad due to migraine, and th fact that things between me & Syafiq got rather complicated was not helping either. To me, its always th littlest things that matters more & obviously, its usually these littlest things that will affect me more than anyth, which is what happened that morning.

As usual, all texts sent to him were ignored & I thought, hes totally ignoring me until god knows when, because I have to admit. When it comes to not giving a fuck & ignoring people, hes really good at it, which sucks big time for me. So yeah. Surprisingly, he called late in th afternoon, assuming that I was working & wanted to fetch me I guess. And since I took leave because of that throbbing headache, he decided to catch a movie. To be honest, I was taken aback because he was being all nice & everyth. Nevertheless, we still went ahead with th plan. Had dinner @ Wendys, followed by movie @ JP. After th movie, while we're just walking arnd JP, he randomly asked me if I wanted to get any chocs & of course, I did. How random, yet sweet can he be? Hehehe. Rare moments eh? HAHA. Went over to his crib after that to finish our dinner. Had "storytelling" session with his mum & sister, regarding their trip to Shanghai. Nothing much & not long after that, head home.

In all honesty, Im glad that youre still around, despite th countless times that I told you to leave or said that Im gonna leave, at th spur of th moment. I know what a mess I can be at times, forever emotional about th littlest things, but please, dont give up on me. I know Im not perfect & Im not th best that you can ever have either. But Im still trying. And thats what Ive been doing from th start right?

I want to explore, go to places & do so many things with you. I really do. I just hope that one day, we will have th chance to do that. InsyaAllah.

Nevertheless, thank you so much, love.