And I guess Ive been holding on to a dead love all these while. I dont know what to say anymore. I keep saying th same stuffs about knowing what I deserve and what Im gonna do, etc. But I never did walk th talk. I didnt leave like how I said I wanted to. I just cant. You keep coming back no matter how many times you may slip away and I keep letting you in no matter how many times I said I wouldnt.

And whats new now? I sound like a broken record.

And fact is, Im just nothing special to him.

This sucks.

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Anyway, was browsing through my pics just now. They are indeed, very much missed. Time passes by so quickly. Hope to see them pretty soon, other than Ain whom I see every working days. Hoho.

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