Hello stupid girl.

He fed you lies, he gave you hope. You should have been even stronger & just carry on with what you were doing. But why did you stop? Why did you start to hope again? You know he treated you like trash. You know you deserve even better than this. So why didnt you follow your mind and heart as well? You know whats best for you. Why are you so foolish? Look what happened now. Here you are, crying your heart out but I bet he didnt even care. Then again, why should he? Its not as though he really wants to be with you. Its not as though he sincerely wants you back. He was just toying with you.

Stupid girl, you should have known. Youve seen this coming, so why did you believe him still? Why are you so vulnerable? Why did you even care? Youre not th only girl in his life. He has few others that he can talk to / flirt with other than you. What makes you think youre so special to him? Just because he told you he loves you? Just because youve known each other for 5 years? Just because he told you theres no one else like you & that he loves you only? You are so stupid. You are dumb, seriously. You love him still. So what? He doesnt feel th same towards you & you know that fucking fact. Why are you deceiving yourself then? Face reality will you? Wake up okay? Just come to your senses. One fine day okay Aynn. One fine day.

Any idea how much this hurts? Then again, who cares?

Goodnight people.