Im in th process of doing what Im suppose to do. But I know that somehow, I will regret making that decision & maybe halfway, go against it. But nevermind. We'll see how things goes. Maybe I will succeed & maybe like before, I will not.

And to you, millions of apologies cause once again I didnt keep my words. But I know its not really my fault cause you made me do it. Im very tired of your stupid ego shit & you being secretive about what youre feeling. I really am tired. I dont wanna keep guessing anymore. I dont wish to imagine that you even cared / keep hoping when its clear that you dont. Action speaks louder than words, you see. Ive always longed for you to just show / prove to me that you really do care. But unfortunately, I guess you just dont. Sigh.

Okay bye.