Sunday, July 15, 2012
I know for countless of times, Ive been saying that I wanna move on, etc cause I deserve better or whatsoever. But why is it when he has finally agreed to just let go & start over with someone new, Im th one who feels so shitty & crappy? Seems like somehow, Im just delusional. I cant accept this fact & its hurting. To have these unnecessary thoughts on my head at th most ridiculous timings, its tiring. Sometimes I just wanna sleep it off for as long as I could so that I could get it off my mind. True that we made a mutual agreement, but on my side, it feels like I just had to do this. And as always, its always way easier on his side.
I hate to be in this state over & over again. Its annoying others as much as its annoying myself as well.
But............. sigh. I cant help myself.
 They said if you love someone, their happiness matters more than anything else. I do want you to be happy but... I dont wanna see you happier with somebody else. |
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