Tuesday, February 28, 2012I realised that it has been a while since I last blogged & probably because theres nth much to blog about, or maybe Im just busy. Haha. So, been busy with work for th past days actually & I must say, Ive really enjoyed it. Its not as tough as I expected it to be, probably because th job requires us to do smth continously, therefore th tiredness & boredom, we cant really feel it. This is really hardcore, but whatever. "They said you dont know what you have until its gone. But I say, you knew it all along." I guess Ive been doing very well & is still doing so well. Im really proud of myself to have come this far, without any meaningless cryings late at night, over-thinking about whatever shit & all those what could have been(s) or where did I went wrong shit. Just no more stupid shits that Ive been doing for th past 5 years & I thank god for th strength that I have now. And to put an end to a relationship without any hatred or whatsoever, thats just great. I admit, what you did really broke me but I guess that made me wake up & realise your worth. I guess youve finally sense th difference in my behaviour towards you. Id never thought that I would ever decline your whatever request but for th past days, I realised that I always do. Then it occured to me that youre no longer a priority. How amazing is that? Haha. I used to put you first no matter what but that is no longer th case now. Really, thank you for screwing up. But whatever it is, I hope all is fine on your side. And like Ive said countless of times, you will be fine. My presence have never made any difference in your life, so neither will my absence. x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x  Thank you for th support & encouragement through my difficult times. You have been a really really good friend to me & I appreciate it. Whatever this is, thankyou for your presence. Really appreciated. Labels: whatever you like |
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