Had a long chat with Ain last night over dinner & so many things spilled out. Thought of keeping it to myself, other than whatever thats already on Twitter but I guess I just cant help it. I guess it did made me feel way better, because Ive finally let out whatever inside & there's another person's point of view regarding whatever shit that happened th day before. I guess, both Syafiq & I made a mistake. We both did, but I messed up more. So many things that she said still lingers in my mind, which made me determine to fix things & make it right, just like how it was before. Furthermore, I already know what and how he was like, how his attitude and character is, so I should have known better how to react right? But what if, hes not giving me that chance? Whatever it is & no matter whats gonna happen in th future, I first, must forgive myself for whatever that happened that night.