Ever felt this way? Having someone by your side yet at th same time, it felt like th person is just so far away from you. So near, yet so far. Been thinking since just now & I guess, thats just what Ive been feeling. I cant help but to think that.. nevermind. Sigh. Probably its just me & my expectation. Or its just you & your aloofness. Either way, its not supposed to feel this way.

And funny how photos can be so deceiving, depicting how happy two person may be with each other when behind th scene, its just another different story. All th emptiness, etc. Just bullshit.

Ultimately, this just sums up to one thing. Its just not enough.

I tried being grateful, being contented with everything that I have right now. But th more I am, th lesser efforts you make, which is just not fair.

And all these while, Ive been wanting to know about how you feel, which you'll never tell me and I guess, wont ever. Stop this guessing game or whatever shit, please? Im not a mind reader. I dont know whats on your mind, as much as I want to know. And assumption kills, yes? Sigh.