My day sucks.

Reporting for work on a Sunday, only to be greeted by dogs barking, covered in sweat pretty much summarize my morning. That sucks. Lack of sleep = cranky mode on & heavy rain, made my afternoon suck-er. Th fact that whatever that have been planned & it didnt happen at all, made my night sucked even more. Hah, what a joke. For once, I thought, can it get any worse than this?

And where do I begin? I have to admit, I was pretty much disappointed with whatever that happened earlier on. We could have made it for th movie, if only you had siap like you said you will. So much for meeting at 6 when youre still getting ready when youre supposed to be ready already & just pick me up. Then again, whats new eh? Youre forever underestimating everything. As expected, we couldnt make it on time for th movie. First time? No. Then again, you tried. Went to Marina Square, only to discover that th timing is kinda off & there, back again to what it was initially. I guess you were kinda mad, saying that Im troublesome & all. I know you know what youre doing, but Im never taking th risk. Never. It only takes 1 "check" & if youre still out, in you go. Worth it? No. Yes, youre probably 'sacrificing' for me, but really, dont be silly. Id rather you dont and do whats right.

And here we go again, being all unhappy and everything. It got me rather upset when you told me to just "find my friend & meet them" instead, just because things didnt go as planned. And youre being even more ridiculous when you decided to just send me home. Really? An hour plus on th bike, riding through th rain, only to send me home? How ridiculous can you be? Tsk. I swear at that very moment, th urge to just walk away once & for all, was really over-whelming. Because I really hated being treated that way. First time? No. But as always, I just held it all in. Then, you tried being nice, asking me if Ive eaten, etc. No response, simply because I was still pretty much upset with everything.

Halfway through th journey home, it started pouring heavily. Pulled over at th nearest bustop, only to proceed minutes later cause it seemed okay to go on since its not pouring as heavily as before. How wrong were we, because it started pouring again. So there we go, rode through th heavy rain, accompanied by lightnings every now and then, all th way to Boon Lay. However, I have to admit. I love how you'll always tell me to slip my hands underneath your shirt & hug you tight, so that I wont get so cold, just like th other time. But I was still shivering, obviously. Better than nothing, yes? So yeah. By th time we reached, we're both drenched. Still, you did try to make it up to me by buying me food to munch on & everything. Showered & dozed off. Thank you, nevertheless.

So, I guess it wasnt that bad afterall. Could have been worst, I swear. At least hes doing something about it now, instead of being so egoistic about anything & everything. And thats a yay, yes? Haha. Well, as long as youre trying, Im staying. Simple as that.