So, where do I begin?

I dont know if its th fact that you told me to leave thats making me feel so "jbdfksbgjsdbgksbgsn", or th fact that youre done trying, so you wanna give it up. After reading what youve texted me, th first thing that came to my mind was "Just what that Ive done thats not enough?" Seriously? If you know with th fact that YOU dont deserve me, then why not just appreciated whatever that Ive done for you, when I chose to be there for you? And say, if you told me to leave just because of that one pathetic reason, that you dont deserve me, then whats th point of me trying so hard all these while, enduring whatever shit that you gave me when I dont deserve them at all? And why cant you just fucking try? Im not saying that Im th best, because Im aware that they're others out there whos better than me. But for th efforts I put in, for th shits that I went through, for everything that I did for you, wasnt that enough? I love you more than I want to, even when I know that Im not supposed to. I stayed more than I should, even though I know that Im not supposed to. And you told me to leave just like that?

This sucks.

Honestly, I dont know what Im feeling right now. Partly, I felt crushed because you just cant see that Im willing to do so much for you. But on th other hand, I kinda waited for this to happen.

Sigh. Help?

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