I hope you'll be fine.

Do whatever you want. Just take good care of yourself & keep yourself alive. Thats all Im asking from you. Because all I know is, Im just not ready to really lose you. You always leave and I know you will come back, but what if youre never coming back one day? Not because you want to, but because you have no choice and theres nothing that you can do about it. Because its all written. Because life is unpredictable. That, Im unprepared. And I know that I will never be.

Accident for th third time already? Youre scaring me.