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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

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Hello wello.
Outs with Ateeqs & Dayana, since Ateeqs wanna borrow my lappy to do dunno what. Smth to do with her msn thingy. So yeah. Singgah to Sentosa also cause theres this pakcik Jujat's birthday celebration. Nothing much, cause macam tkd pape. Not as though I even know any of them anyway. So yeah? Haha.

Anyway, I dont know what th fuck is wrong with me again. I guess Im just a bad friend when it comes to this. I know I shouldnt have reacted that way, since I thought that I have 'lots of patience'. But I guess no, I dont. I hate to handle this kind of situation cause I know that I cant. I dont have that patience to talk with ____ people slowly or whatsoever. More to I'll just snap & give up, then just let them do whatever they want. See how useless I am? Haha. Tkle harap langsung. I get irritated easily with stubborn people who just wont listen, especially when th person is _____. And that makes me a hypocrite too, cause Im one of them. I know how stubborn I can be, till one of my friend said that my stubborn-ness is like "ade satu bangunan duduk atas kpale". Yes, thats how fucking stubborn I am. Then again, I think that Im just being unreasonable. She just want to ____ & I could have just allow her to do that. And after that, da. End of story. Ape susah right? Urgh! I guess I really am unreasonable & just now, I got too carried away by my emotions. Tsk.
But then again, forget it. Fuck this shit. Bnde da lepas anyway. Im aware of how she dislike sensitive people & I think Im starting to be one. So if anything were to happen in th future, I must understand why. Hoho. Bottomline is, Im not a good friend. Or maybe, I shouldnt even be called a friend. Lalalala~
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