What happened to working it out?

Idk what telah happen to us. Idk what to do with us. Wanna do anything also cannot cause everything will be th same once we're back to normal again. I mean I know quarelling / bickering or whatever that has got to do with it are inevitable. But too much of it can be very tiring for us also. So I guess its like tkd maknenye kn trying to work things out when we know better what or how th ending would be? But then, it doesnt hurt to try. We've tried many times before, so why not try again? Or maybe we just cant make it together? Aiyoi, stress sungguh. Yes, Im still as stubborn as ever. Tried to make things better but to no avail. Well, it takes two hands to clap anyway.

Again, whatever will be will be. I guess I have to take a break from all these shit cause its really draining me. But I really hope that somehow, things will get better. I know what I want & I can be patient for as long as I want to. But please let me know if you think there wont be any benefit from these & if Im wasting my time.

& why arent we talking much? I miss you terribly.

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