It was only just now that I realised how very much Ive missed him, since we have not met ever since I went to KL. Yes, I was th one who dont want to do so. Abeh nk banyak bunyi ape hal kn? But whatever, I have my reasons for not wanting to do so anyway.

Thought everythings gonna be fine, but just now turns out to be a waste of time. Yes, you fucking waste my time! I know I was irritating just now but Idk why, th sight of you just irritates th shit out of me after I know about that smth. You may not feel anything about it, but Im fucking embarrassed okay?! Just where th fuck is your sense of shame? You may be proud of it, but Im not at all. Its not even smth to be happy / proud about in th first place okaay.

& anyway, good to know that just now will be th last time we're meeting. Its confirmed that whatever problem / misunderstanding that we had cant be resolved, cause all you ever do is run away from it. Kental eh? But whatever, its over anyway. I really hope that I can not care about anything that has got to do with you anymore since you dont even care about all these shit that have been bothering me. Sometimes I wonder, why am I so stupid to even care? Meanwhile, all you ever do is act like theres nothing wrong or whatsoever, when you yourself know that theres so many problem between us. Then again, whatever. I wont care anymore, I hope.

I can see that Ive changed too, from th way that I talked to you just now. Very rude eh? Hah, sorry about it anyway. Im feeling kinda frustrated now, but I dont even know why. Aiyoh, forget it.

As much as I want us to be together again in th future, I know that will never happen again. Thanks to both our fucking ego & anything else that has got to do with it. Maybe youre just not meant to be mine. Therefore, Im really letting you go this time. I know this makes no sense, since we're not even in a relationship in th first place. But only we knew how we felt about each other right? So, whatever to all those people who will have comments about this shit. And I remember about us having a deal that we can do whatever we like & whatever shit from now till 5 years' time. So, all these werent suppose to affect me right? But I have no idea why somehow, it still does. Yet again, whatever? Hah.

I cant seem to type anything else now though theres lots on my mind. I guess thats all for now.

Takecare, toodloons. Thanks for everything anyway.

& tkmo nk step mane pnye hotstuff, pkai baju skola with first / second button unbuttoned eh. Hah.

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