Wednesday, November 25, 2009 I dont know why th hell am I being this way. Its like I really want to be nice to you & stuffs. But at times, I just cant help it. I will have th urge to just be damn unreasonable & get mad at you over th slightest things, when I do know that it doesnt really matter actually & it was of no big deal. Sickening much? Obvious enough. Initially, I wanted to get back at you for all th hurt & pain that youve caused me in th past. Revenge much? I guess so. But I guess I just cant do it anymore. Whats th point of trying to hurt you but in th process itself, I ended up hurting myself even more & some other innocent people? More to just being stupid eh. And not worth it at all. Therefore, sorry for all th hard times that Ive purposely caused you to go through. Sorry if I made your life difficult. Sorry if I was very unreasonable. Sorry if I have been very unfair to you all these while. Sorry for everything that Ive done, just to spite you. What you told me yesterday made me thought hard. You said that you didnt even care about what Im doing & stuffs. If so, why does your body language potrays otherwise? Why do you even show that you cared, when you claimed otherwise? Fuck your ego. Fuck your stupid excuses. Someone once said, I am behaving more & more like a demanding bitch now. I guess I do & I dont even know how or why I ended up that way. Part of me liked me behaving that way. But its like Im just deluding myself by behaving like someone or something Im not. I dont enjoy deceiving myself. I mean who do, right? But what th heck, I have no idea either why I did all these. Gahhh! I will put all these to a stop. Whatever will be, will be. -_- Labels: untitled |
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