"These running streaks of bad days never seem to end, do they? It's as if i've completely lost control of everything. I wonder when lady luck's gonna change sides. How should i approach this, gahh.

While all of my friends are enjoying their life, i'm just mixing around them trying to feel what they do.

Hmmm, i'm not saying you're the reason why or pushing the blame to you, neither am i going to. You told me, i saw it coming but i still went on for it. It's like i'm a mouse and knew that there's a trap set-up for me but i still continued on and got trapped now. Gahh, i wonder how i always got myself into these situations.

Whenever i think about those nights that i spent with you, they were just awesome, even though there were not much. They never fail to put a smile across my face. If only those nights could never end.

Oh well, no point wishing stuffs that could never come true. The thing i can and want to do right now is just to be there for you when you need it. It hurts to see you down and disturbed. I'll never know how you feel, but yeah. Whenever that happens, i'll try to put that sweet smile of yours back onto your face. That's what friends are for right? *smiles*

Though i'm not sure how am i going to achieve that, but it wouldn't hurt just to try.

Hmm,i can't think of anything else to say. I guess that's all for now.

Till then. "