To someone,

Im really sorry to have so called used you all these while.

I know its not nice of me to do so. I mean, who likes being used kn?

I really really am sorry.

But th nice you are to me, th more I thought that you didnt mind.

I know you just want me to be happy. I know youre trying your hardest to help me in any way possible.

I know, its your nature that you are nice.

Cant deny that th times Ive spent with you are enjoyable & fun.

But honestly, my mind are filled with th thoughts of me & him whenever I was with you.

I guess I just need someone to hold.

I missed my past. I missed having someone to tease / joke around with and stuffs.

But no one can be compared to him, I guess?
I admit that I still do have feelings for him & I guess its damn unfair to you if this were to go on.

Once again, I really am sorry for causing you to have frustrations / moodswings / whatever it is. Like youve said, I guess we're meant to be just friends. Better than nothing kn?
Thanks for all your help & th good times that we've had. Not to worry, I will still be around if you need anyone, just like th way you have been there for me all these while.
Sighhhhh. There are lots of stuffs in my mind, but I just cant seem to be able to put them into words. Whatever laa kn.
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