Saturday, March 17, 2012Im still in love with who I wish you were. Labels: Its not suppose to feel this way
Sunday, March 11, 2012 Only three weeks long, yet so many memories. Thank you for being th reason behind my smile & laughter for th past weeks. Thank you for always being there to listen to my endless rantings about anything & everything that I could think of. Like Ive said before, youve been a very great friend. So, thank you for being th most awesome friend that Ive ever known! This is amazing, really. Haha. Nevertheless, all th best to you for your NS. All will be fine, trust me. Once again, thank you so much Hafiz. :D
Tuesday, March 06, 2012    Happy 20th Dayana! Hope you enjoyed th mini celebration, though it was nothing much. Enjoyed th wonderful night, nevertheless. x x x x x x x x x x x x  Th past few days has been so wonderful & I admit, it has never felt this good. I guess its not really about how long youve known th person, but rather, th memories made along th way. You can know a person for years & felt like it was normal, or met someone you just knew & feel like its one of th happier moments in your life. Funny how things work isnt it? Its kinda amazing how we can just talk about anything & everything, or how we could always talk like we've known each other for quite a long time. This wasnt even expected & Im glad that this friendship even happen, because really, this kind of friendship is so hard to find. Haha. So thank you for being around. Werent you th one who said that you dont want me anymore? Labels: Birthday
Tuesday, February 28, 2012I realised that it has been a while since I last blogged & probably because theres nth much to blog about, or maybe Im just busy. Haha. So, been busy with work for th past days actually & I must say, Ive really enjoyed it. Its not as tough as I expected it to be, probably because th job requires us to do smth continously, therefore th tiredness & boredom, we cant really feel it. This is really hardcore, but whatever. "They said you dont know what you have until its gone. But I say, you knew it all along." I guess Ive been doing very well & is still doing so well. Im really proud of myself to have come this far, without any meaningless cryings late at night, over-thinking about whatever shit & all those what could have been(s) or where did I went wrong shit. Just no more stupid shits that Ive been doing for th past 5 years & I thank god for th strength that I have now. And to put an end to a relationship without any hatred or whatsoever, thats just great. I admit, what you did really broke me but I guess that made me wake up & realise your worth. I guess youve finally sense th difference in my behaviour towards you. Id never thought that I would ever decline your whatever request but for th past days, I realised that I always do. Then it occured to me that youre no longer a priority. How amazing is that? Haha. I used to put you first no matter what but that is no longer th case now. Really, thank you for screwing up. But whatever it is, I hope all is fine on your side. And like Ive said countless of times, you will be fine. My presence have never made any difference in your life, so neither will my absence. x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x  Thank you for th support & encouragement through my difficult times. You have been a really really good friend to me & I appreciate it. Whatever this is, thankyou for your presence. Really appreciated. Labels: whatever you like
Sunday, February 19, 2012   Th movie was ridiculously boring & th dinner was so mengenyangkan. Hahaha. Thank you for th day.
Thursday, February 16, 2012So, it has been one week since that I found out about that shit & I think Im doing very well right now. No urge to text him / call him/ whatsoever, no constant thinking about him late at night, etc. Just nothing, which I must say, Im so proud of myself. Hahaha. It was never this easy back then & I have no idea why it is right now. Probably because Ive finally realised what kind of person he truly is & maybe, I just dont want any of these anymore. Lets just hope that it will stay this way, until whenever? Haha. I used to want you so bad. Im so through with that. Labels: Starting Over
Tuesday, February 14, 2012 You can spend your life holding on, or you can show that idiot who broke your heart what he is missing. Labels: Starting Over
Saturday, February 11, 2012 I really hope that one day, all these will finally make sense, be it on my side or his. Cause I believe things happen for a reason. Or probably, there wont be any reasons at all. But its okay. Gotta pick myself up, definitely! Nothing left, but a memory. - - - - - - - - - -  And look at that smile on your face. I hope it will always remain that way, and I know it will. Thank you, nevertheless. Labels: letting go |
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